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Chapter 46
“Congratulations, Kae! I’m so proud of you,” Dr. Jecyl told me and embraced me in a tight hug. This is my last meet with her as a patient but definitely not the last time as a friend. I am so happy I achieved something after a year.
A year had passed and a lot of things happened. I have been visiting her clinic once I have free time and therapeutic sessions with her were all awesone and beneficial on my part. I could say – also according to her diagnosis – that I am healed.
I don’t have panic attacks anymore and I can control my emotions now. Not that I want to hold all of my emotions, I still have breakdowns, and it’s normal. What I mean is, I am not easily affected like before. I know now when should I
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I kissed her. I’ve kissed her before but this time, it’s different. We are both healed. We both are new individuals, facing challenges together. We’ve been through so much, and I would love to go through more with her. I would love to be with her for the rest of my life. I put the letter down on the table and pulled her into me while our lips are still linked with each other. I pulled her waist closer and my hands draw small circles there. Her hands went from my face up to my nape. She’s clinging on to me, and it gave me a different kind of feeling. Saying butterflies in my stomach is too cliché as an adjective.
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I was awakened by the continuous ringing of my alarm clock at my bedside table. I opened my right eye to look for the time. Its short hand points at four and the longer one at exactly twelve. Agad akong tumayo, tumungo sa banyo upang mag-toothbrush at maligo. Pagkatapos ay isinuot ang white sando, ang aking black pants at nagtungo sa kusina. Nagsaing ako ng bigas, nagluto ng bacon at hotdogs para sa almusal. Hinanda ko na rin ang mga ito sa mesa at tinakpan. I went back inside my room and changed my sando with the white polo shirt na may logo ng coffee shop na pinagtatrabahuhan ko. Nagsuot na din ako ng white shoes na bigay pa ng namayapa kong ina since sira na ang black shoes ko. I get my things ready, combed my elbow-length straight hair, put a little lip and cheek tint, and I’m
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The bell rung and dismissal came. Both Aesther and I went out to go home. May sundo siya kaya naka alis siya kaagad.“Hey! Don’t forget to text me when you get home!” pahabol niyang tugon bago tuluyang umalis ang sasakyan nila.When she left, I walked to the bus stop. My house is about 15 minutes away from my school if I ride the bus and about 20 minutes if I ride the tricycle. I was patiently waiting when someone sat beside me. I didn’t look at him but in my peripheral vision, I can tell that he’s a boy.I got a book from my bag and reviewed some of our lessons in Oral Communication dahil may quiz kami bukas. As I was reading, I can feel the boy wriggle his leg. Nadadala ang upuan sa kanyang paggalaw kaya nagagalaw din ako. Nahihiya akong sitahin siya dahil hindi ko naman siya kilala. Hindi ko rin kayang lumipat ng upuan kasi baka isipin niyang nababahuan ako sa kanya.&n
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