Finally, I manage to sit up, I need to get my limbs moving or they are going to seize up permanently. I do some upper body stretches and start to feel a bit better.“Grrrr.”

The morning of the funeral, we wake early before dawn, and dress in full black before heading to the castle. The horses are due to leave from the castle at 9am to walk a full circuit around the main streets and then finally come back to the castle. It's the same route that Lilli's casket took and as with her funeral all the people are out with flowers to throw on top. Queen Amalla always preferred roses, so roses of all colours cover her and its uniquely beautiful.

I wake to a black wet nose in my face and hideous dog breath, that almost makes me pass out.“Ugh oh wow, Fang blagh go away I can't breathe.”

After the deep cold and darkness that took over my body when I was shot the first thing, I feel is warmth. It's a strange warmth not, like a blanket or a warm bath but, drier more intense.

I'm frozen in shock after my father finishes speaking, it's all I can do to hold tightly to Drake's hand, whilst holding a sleeping Jacob in my arms. Can this all truly be real? Or am