Alyssa povI don't care what Micah told me, he is hiding something from me. I don't know what but I know that it must be big since he needs to keep it from me. Micah don't keep anything from me. For crying out loud, he told me about his first kiss and when he was deflowered. We are that close. Not that there was any doubt.  Our first subject for the day its English, Micah favorite class before and when I mean before, I mean before he started to get all weird and everything. Now any time there is a class, his shoulders gets tense not that it is noticeable that much but I am his best friend, I know all his little tells. I wish he would just tell me what is wrong for God sakes. I hate being kept in the dark then again the reason could be that it is because of the girl he loves. I know that I haven't been very supportive or calm when it comes to her but still there is no other explanation. I don't know why but my heart is tel

Micah povPreviously on last chapter We need to talk. She says with her eyes flashing with anger and there was just one thought on my mind.    * Uh oh*  ****  Err... What? I asked paying dumb.  It is either she realize that the letter is about her or it is about the way I have avoided her as if she has a plague... No, if she has a plague I would totally not avoid her.   Dont play dumb with me Vegas. You know what Alyssa said taking on the offensive.   If you mean the fly in your hornet then I can assure you that I have absolutely nothing to do with it. You might want to find the person who put the fly there to pick a bone with. "I said without hostility.   I know, I know. I am asking for it and a fool for trying to anta

Alyssa povMy heart is breaking. No, it has broken.  I was not dating this guy but he still broke my heart. What an irony. I always thought that the person who could not break my heart in this earth was Micah but still he did, I unknowingly gave him my heart and he just broke it, although I don't think that he knows that he broke my heart, the Micah I know would do everything possible to make sure that I am happy but then again this Micah is different from my Micah.   I don't have to be a genius to know that something big is happening with Micah and he is keeping it from me on purpose, it is no longer funny or enjoyable. I thought I was giving Micah the space he wanted but it seems like I should not have done it. He must see it in a way that makes me the guilty party like he needed me and I was too busy playing hooky with Jake to pay him any attention. What he does not know is that he wanted me away from him, I

Alyssa pov.   The exam period has been hard on me. Not only was I without my boyfriend. (I certainly broke up with Jake when I realized my feelings for Micah.)I was without my best friend too and that made me cranky as hell but right now. I'm feeling refreshed. There is only one thing to do today since I finished my finals yesterday. March to Micah and demand he tell me what is happening.  I went downstairs already dressed when I saw my father pacing around the room like he has something huge going on in his mind.   Dad, what is wrong. I asked him softly.   Your mother is coming back today. He mumbled.   After three months. She remembers where we stay and the way to get here, I am surprised, and I am surprised she even remembers who we are. I said heatedly but when my father only sighed but continued pacing.   That is not what is

Alyssa povArriving in the hospital, I followed behind Micah mother who moved with a purpose as if she knows where she is heading, when she stopped and greeted receptionist as if they were friends and added my name to the list of visitors allowed to see Micah, I changed my thoughts. She does know where she is going, just a few weeks without Micah being by my side, I have forgotten how Micah always behaved. This is Micah, most people are control freak or neat freak and although Micah is heading closed to being a neat freak, and he really isn't one. What Micah is, is a planning freak, the guy plans for every possible outcome and how to deal with which ever one happens to be a reality. That is Micah, and drives me crazy because sometimes, it is like he sees the future and it vexes me that he knows what I will do before it happens and sometimes he repeat the same words as I do when ranting ev