Micah pov. By lunch, everybody had heard of what happened during class today, they were all staring at me while I eat and although I am used to ignoring people attention on me. This one was different. It is like they are all waiting for me to stop eating and turn to tell them that yes, I broke their quarter-back nose and that it is because he cheated on my best friend. Apparently that news started spreading since yesterday evening. Everybody who is anybody has heard of the news already but then again that do not concern me. Why you may ask, and I will reply that Alyssa doesn't care about things like that. She is used to back talk and negative comments. Those don't get to her again. When we were small and she was always getting hurt by what people say about her. I will retaliate by beating that crap out of whoever said what hurt her. When she saw that I was always getting into trouble, she started to build her amour and now anybody who has

Micah pov. I knew something like this would happen. It might have taken two months but my heart broke for those two months since all I could do was just stand by and watch it happen.  I am crushed.  Alyssa and Jake are talking again, she forgave that bastard easily. Too easy in my dictionary. If it was up to me I will never let him back in her life but it isn't up to me. It is never up to me.   All I will ever be with her is just friends, why can't she see that it kills me. I tried, I tried for two months, I really tried to make her see me in a different light, to make her see me in another way than just a friend but she doesn't even notice. I will always be looking in from the shoulders of whoever she decides is the lucky guy who gets to share her life.    I hate that fact. Still with all this that has been happening you would think

Alyssa pov.  I let out the shrill scream I had been hoping to hear inside the room from another person as I rush to Micah and sank down beside him. My God, what is wrong with him? On getting closer I discovered that he was not really unconscious, he was shaking as if he was cold. His eyes were rolled back in his head as his fist was clenching and unclenching as if he had something in it he was holding and need to decide if he still has to hold it or let it go.   Dont worry, I tell him through my tears. I never even knew that I was crying. You are going to get better. I said as I put his head on my laps and reached into my messy school bag for my phone so that I can call 911 but he grabbed my hands to stop me.No hospitals. He bit out as his teeth was still shaking, clattering in his mouth.   You need to go, I know you have something akin to a phobia a

Micah pov  Why did Alyssa have to see me at my weakest, not only that, I opened my mouth and started to talk about her, why would I do that, now Alyssa will get it in her head to hate whoever I love because of my mouth and when I do decide to tell her that it is her, she will hate herself for not knowing. I keep complicating things and now how will I tell her that I am in love with her when I know that she will be sad and hate herself. I love her too much to put her through that but still the question remains, will I tell her that I am hopelessly in love with her.  What will I do to slice this dilemma, wait a minute, Miss Robin said that we should write a letter, she didn't specify which one. I will write a love letter and Al is always curious, she would want to know all about my inspiration and what I hope the letter would be, and when she asks who I wrote the letter for, I will finally tell he

Micah pov Why wouldn't you allow us in. Celine asked sulking?    Because youre childish attitude make me angry all the time. And I don't feel like getting angry now. I replied her as Celine glared at me.   Have you ever wondered why we love acting childish around you? Because you get on our nerves too. Mike said to me protecting his sister.   Good for him, when I go off to college, she needs someone who is going to protect her even if that someone have to be her younger brother. I will have that talk with Mike soon and although I don't like to postpone things I have to postpone that particular conversation. I don't leave for college until the next five months there is no reason why I should be having the talk with him now. He will just use it to taunt me until I strangle him to death. Believe me when I say that I am at the junction where I am not so far from doing t