All I can see is white, the walls the floor and ceiling. I stand up and the scene changes; I'm now standing on grass, I look at my surroundings to see that I'm at a cemetery, in the distance I can see a group of people.  I start walking towards them past all the tombstones of lost loved ones, I try my best not to step on anyone's grave. As I get closer I see that the group are dressed in all black, the closer I get the better I am at seeing their faces; I stop dead in my tracks when I see my family and friends there crying their eyes out.  Confused I walk to the grave and read the tombstone, when I read it all the air leaves my body and I drop to the ground, written on the tombstone is  Alaina Ginger RoseJuly 3, 1999-May 13,2017Loving daughter gone too soon I look back at my friends and family "I'm here" I say as I get up "Mom I'm not dead I'm right here" I run to Camer

When I open my eyes I'm in a hospital room, I see my mom, dad, Cam, Te and Sam; I smile thinking I made it back to reality but when I look to my right I see myself lying in the hospital bed.  I take a step back in disbelief, what is going on I said looking at myself, I was pale and sick looking; I looked at my bandaged wrist I put my hand to my mouth as tears poured out of my eyes why did I do this to myself. I looked at my dad as he hugged my mom who couldn't control her crying, I looked at Cam who tried his best to control his crying as he held my hand; I watched as Sam handed Te a tissue to wipe her tears with. I'm sorry  I yelled I learned my lesson I don't wanna die please let me live God I cried out as I laid on the bed and fell asleep. I slowly opened my eyes to see Cam asleep on one chair and my mom and dad asleep on another. The sunlight hit my eyes as I tried to sit up making the

"yeah but I heard that she tried to kill herself cause she couldn't get a boyfriend" Tamara said  "ew how desperate" Tanaji added laughing "and pathetic she probably did it for attention basic bitch" I said while applying my mascara "yeah so true" they said at the same time  Creeeakk We all looked at the bathroom door to see who came in; it was this little brown skin chick with braces  "aren't you that suicide chick best friend" Tamara asked  "ex best friend" I smiled and turned around to look at her "aw what happened" "she's mad at me for basically no reason" she said while leaning against the bathroom stall "didn't you post the Insta thing telling the school what happened" Tanaji asked  "yes and no I posted it but someone else pu

Here you can wear this, I think we wear about the same size" Roxy said passing me a t shirt and a pair of shorts. "thank you Roxy" "no problem" I went into her bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror as I took off my ruined gunk filled clothes why me I thought to myself as I tried to pull some of the dry flour from my hair. I gave up and just hoped I could wash it all away with having to cut my hair. After my long shower I felt a little better, and I'm glad I didn't have to cut any of my hair; a couple of strands came out but nothing critical Thank God. "hey stranger I thought you fell down the drain or something" Roxy said placing bags of chips, cookies and candy on the floor with two sodas "take a seat hun and tell me all your problems" I laughed as I took a seat "by the time I finish telling you all my problems we'll be thirty"  

"alaina wake up alaina"  I woke up to Roxy tapping on my arm "what time is it" I said sitting up and looking around "what happened" "its 2:30 and nothing happened just the downside of a sugar high is you have to come down, we both fell asleep but your phone woke me up someone is blowing it up" Roxy said while getting up "I'm going to get me a water bottle you want one" "yes" I said while rubbing my forehead i usually don't eat a lot of sweets, because when I do I get mini headaches; like a sugar hangover. I looked on the bed for my phone to see it had fell, I reached down for it, but a hand grabbed it before I could "aaaaaahhhh" I screamed while standing up on the bed, Roxy came running in holding two water bottles "whats wrong" she said looking up at me  I pointed under the bed "someone is under there" Roxy put the water bottles on her dresser and