Chapter 341MaxI'm not a sore loser. I just don't like losing knowing that I got a phone and knowing that I tried my best and lost is a horrible feeling. I don't want to sleep tonight. I don't remember ever having a sleepless night over something that I couldn't quite grasp. My friend was having a pretty party today and I needed to make an appearance. It's not fair to not make an appearance at a friend's birthday party and show disrespect and it shows that you don't care which is the one thing that I don't want to happen. I remembered that Toby was my minder, but after the call that I had with Daniel, I can see why my boyfriend decided to call in the backup because of what I did to my father who I just found out that is working for the enemy. The more I tried to make sense of what was going on the more I got confused. The last thing I want is confusion but the one thing I do want is to let go and have a good time from what Fabio told me; Michelangelo is a party animal and he comes ou

Chapter 343 Max Contrary to popular belief ;I don't like going out. I am a homebody. I'd rather spend my nights with my family .Right now I'm feeling all sorts of feelings but the most palpable of them all is a feeling of regret . I'm regretting a lot of things right now and most of all I'm regretting in the way I treated my girlfriend when she tried to at least tell me that she was mine and I didn't believe her instead I believe someone who I thought had my best interest at heart mean while he didn't have my best interests at heart . I believed my own father who had a hit on my girlfriend for no reason other than the fact that she isn't good for me . He claims that she is using me and she has never loved me the way I deserved to be loved. The truth has a way of coming out whether you want to believe it or not. Eventually the real truth will come out. People ask ,what is the truth ? Truth is the one thing that we have after all is said and done without truth. You'll be stuck in lay

Chapter 345 Max When your memory comes back a lot of things start to make sense and you can start putting the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that you thought was up in the air and you can find the right pieces to fit the picture and the little bits of memory that make the pieces fit together. I remembered a lot of things , and more specifically I remembered my time with my fiance. She is still my fiance. I just need to reaffirm to her the fact that she is my one and only. A memory that came back was my first date with Ellie . I was comfortable around her and she has always accepted me for who I am regardless of any condition I was in. He wasn't as popular as I was at school but she had her head in the books . Her book smart nature was an attractive trait more than that it was her heart that I fell for and her personality because she was the most down to earth person that I had ever come across. The day before I asked her out on a date I was nervous and you know you get those nerves bef

Chapter 347 Ellie I have always been good at keeping secrets; and it has never bothered me until now. I've kept many secrets that I've been comfortable with up until now. I've worked with Matteo before but we trained together and no one of either getting you that we trained together if anybody knew that we train together and we know how each one of us thinks I'll cover would be blown but he's made sure of that our cover wasn't blown full stop truth be told both gangs have made peace. They have called a truce and everybody is happy but the faction that Matteo runs has always had issues with the truce that was called. I have to phone up what they are looking for but I'm not going to say anything. Nobody knows that I have the full map except for Romano. I also wonder if Michelangelo knows that I have a full map of half of the map he was given because I made sure that I memorized it and I knew how to draw it out you read 50

Chapter 349 Ellie Play many ways to decoy people like making them think something is when something is actually not you don't do it so people you care about but you totally will do it to your enemy I call that confusing the enemy. When someone knows how you think and how you operate, they are able to anticipate your next move and therefore they can intercept what was planned and turn around to make it look like everything you planned or everything you plan to do will ultimately fail because they know your next move.  The first day of training was the hardest. After the first day everything is smooth sailing because you're starting to try and process the information but the information that you were given and all the challenges that were thrown at changes your way of thinking. How you respond can either help you to develop and grow or stunt your growth and you get into survival mode and there's nothing wrong with you