Chapter 60: Come and Go "What are you doing here?" My eyes were wide when I asked that. But instead of answering my question, he gestured his hand at the big screen. "Eyes on the movie." I immediately looked at the big screen but I couldn't really focus on what was really going on in the movie because my heartbeat suddenly became abnormal again. Why is it that he always affects me like this even though he hurts me over and over again? I never learned. I must be angry but I can't help myself because I just saw him, I want to hug him too tightly right away. I looked at him again and was surprised when he caught me. He pointed at the big screen again so I had no choice but to follow. I just kept asking myself. Why is it that even in the dark, his handsomeness has not faded? I can still see in him that he stands out because of his face even though the outfit he is wearing now is simple. No wonder I can’t consider myself suited to someone like him. A few minutes also passed until the

Chapter 62: Aloof "We didn't know that after Fern left, there would be a replacement. You won't be really sad now that our practice at the swimming club is ongoing. You’ll always have someone with you." Boun happily said that I just didn’t give a response. I looked behind me and saw Xenon currently smiling at me. I sparingly smiled back at him and just faced the front again. What he said came true that he was my new seatmate. He came into our classroom in a uniform similar to ours and was introduced to him by our subject teacher that he’s from Jerome University. He chose to swap with the person behind me and sat there as if he was close to me. He is now actually a transferee this year here at Arkinstein University. "I didn't know what he was saying was true. I thought he was just joking." I said and they laughed. "By the way, you met each other so early. And you met at a sports competition?" Prem turned to Xenon, "Will you join the varsity basketball team? I mean ... will you try o

Chapter 64: Living zombie "Why are your eyes swollen again? Are you really crying that much? It's been another month, ah? You surpassed the film showing records.” I am currently massaging my temple due to its extreme pain. I don't know how long I'll be like this but it seems like it has become a habit. "What's the matter with you? If you tell us, we might even be able to help you." said Prem as I just shook my head. "I can't. Maybe the situation will only get worse. I don't want you guys to get bothered anymore. I'm okay." I told them and at the same time they looked at me like I was crazy. "It's September now. August was the first time you showed us that your eyes were swollen after you skipped class. You just came back when it’s already dismissed. What do you think we'll think about that? Did you have fun that day?" Xenon asked so it seems like my headache is getting worse. Boun even brought his face a little closer to mine as if inspecting me so I moved my head away. It just a

Chapter 66: Loser I was able to get up and when I realized that I was in the room, I was relieved. I even complained because of the severe headache I felt when I tried to move. "That's what you get when you drink your heart out." I slowly looked at Sera who was now just next to me and watched a series on her laptop again and I could see that she couldn't believe how I looked. Gosh, I just suddenly lost myself last night. I no longer know what happened after I drank alcohol there at the restaurant. "How much did I drink last night?" I asked and I heard her laugh. She squinted her eyes at me. “One whole case of alcohol. You haven't stopped drinking alcohol. I can't believe you can drink straight away. We just gave it to you because it's your birthday. How should we react if you're so desperate for alcohol? We also drank but not like you. " I was scratching my head. "How can I drink a case of alcohol? We're still minors, aren't we?" I can’t help but to ask. "Excuse me? You were eig

Chapter 68: Moving Out I can't tell Sera. When I told Sera that I wanted to go back to our house and live there, I immediately withdrew and said ‘Just kidding’. Fortunately, she laughed there and we talked differently. I never reopened that topic and accompanied her to the canteen to buy food before going with Prem and the other two to watch Arkinstein's game in another sport. The sports competition ended like that, it was one week and Arkinstein placed fifth overall. Even so, that was a big achievement at school. The entire Arts club worked together to decorate the stage for giving recognitions to all athletes. And of course, Prem and Boun became stars because they placed third place and first place respectively overall. Gosh, their relentless practice paid off nicely. They really deserved the drinking time and treats but of course again, they said that they would treat Xenon and me so we are here now at the videoke bar. We rented a room so we wouldn't be embarrassed when we drank i