CHAPTER 67I didn't wait for Farris to finished his foods. I went to his office immediately and did my pending works. I sighed when the door opened because I know who that is. I sensed him walking towards his table and I tried so hard not to lift my eyes towards him.My decision is just perfect. I know that this is the right thing but why am I hurting to the fact that we are like this just because of his ex wife? I don't know. Maybe because I can't just told him to cut his connection with Lauren. I am not that bad and heartless to do that. But all of these have consequences. Because of our situation I can't be with Farris. Yes we can but we can't entirely be happy. We will always fight and I am afraid that he'll get tired of me.That's why I chose this. I chose to have not a relationship with him because even though I am jealous and possessive of him I can't do anything because I know that we are nothing.I feel like I couldn't breathe the whole time we'r

CHAPTER 69WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!The moment he kissed my lips I lost my energy to refuse. His kisses are making my mind clouded with the emotions and feelings he filled me. I lost my rational mind and the only thing I am thinking right now is his kisses to me. Instead of pushing him away, I encircled my arms around his nape and deepened the kiss. I've been longing for him for a long time now and I felt like I'd experienced a long desert before I saw a water again.I moaned under my breath when he started massaging my right breast with his hand. His touched sent shivers down my spine. He is giving me a familiar heat that he is the only one who can ignite the fire within me.My trembling hand slowly slid inside his shirt to feel his skin. Damn! Even touching him excites me! He continued kissing my lips until it went down on the soft spot of my neck. I moaned his name as I breathed for more air. I feel like I am losing my supply of oxygen every time his lip

CHAPTER 71WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!Like what we had plan yesterday we prepared going to the beach. Farris bought me a bikini and I just cover myself with see through dress.Farris was still preparing for our dinner when I went out of the beach. We will having night swimming! I saw the sun lounger with bonfire in the middle of it. Maybe Farris already prepared it for us when he went out earlier. I sat down in the sun lounger and lifted my eyes to the night sky. There's so many stars above and I can't help but to be amazed by them. The wind touched my skin as I watched the stars shined above.I always dream to be with Farris like this. Without problems and or any struggles. I will always wish for the night like this with him. And this days and nights with him will always be treasured in my mind, heart and soul.I was distracted by watching the stars when someone put a small table in front of us. I looked down and saw Farris placing the table with th

CHAPTER 73I told him about my problems. I told him about my grandfather and my fights with mom. I told him all of it and I was like a child informing her parents and to ask for comfort.I was leaning on Farris' chest while in front of us is the sunset. The wind is touching our skin and making us feel fresh. Farris' arms are encircled around my waist while I am in his middle."Am I wrong Farris? Is it wrong? I know that mom is just worried about her father...but I feel like she already forget the evil things that grandpa did to my father!" I said."Your feelings are valid Millijay," he whispered. I sighed in relief. I know that in this world you can't move on without forgiveness but what if I am still not yet ready? Everything is still new to me. Everything are still painful to me."But why mom couldn't understand my side?" I asked."Because she wants you to forgive...""But I am not yet ready to forgive!" My tone went higher. He kiss

CHAPTER 75"You know that it won't work right?" I asked back. His preposition is tempting. I really want to be with him alone. Without any problems and just happiness with him. I want all of that. He sighed as he heard my answer.He didn't say anything anymore and just gave me a hug. It makes me awake for the whole night. I want to make it up to Farris but...my responsibility for my dearest company makes me think twice. I don't want my auntie to interfere with our business. I know that she wants it now because she has nothing to do with grandpa anymore because grandpa's bank accounts is now in a delicate level. His company is also almost bankrupt. Auntie might be thinking that Hepburn is also in their mercy. I won't give up this company. Dad built it on his own strength and perseverance. I won't let that go to waste.Morning came next and I saw mom eating her breakfast in the dining. She is now wearing her formal attire. She was sipping her coffee when I sat dow