NOTE :  THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS FLASHBACK                ***********************                 When Blue and I became in a relationship, the happiness I felt at that time was unbearable. The relationship between the two of us lasted until it got to the point that he asked me to marry him because I was sure that Blue would love me. I said yes to him. I will marry him soon. “Perrine, hindi pa ba tumawag o kahit text man lamang sa iyo si Blue?” Tanong ni Sheila sa akin habang kumakain kami sa cafeteria nitong hospital.  “Hindi pa.” “Sa tingin mo ba ay wala ginagawa kung ano si Blue?” “I have trust in Blue.

 NOTE : THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS FLASHBACK.             *************************                                  “PERRINE!” Dinig ko sigaw ni Shiela habang nag-aayos ako ng mga gamit ko rito sa tulugan namin.Pag-pasok na pasok ni Shiela ay agad niya akong linapitan. “Totoo ba? Totoo ba, Perrine?!”“Which one?”“Nag-resign ka?!”Tumigil ako sa pag-aayos ng mga gamit ko at tumingin kay Sheila. “Oo, tot

 NOTE : THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS FLASHBACK.              *********************          THIS IS THE BIG DAY. Today is Reed and I's wedding day. I felt a mixture of excitement and pleasure, especially since the last time Reed and I met went well. Last week when we were fitting my wedding gown and his tuxedo, even if he didn't pay attention to me again it was okay enough of that  somehow I knew he could see me.Now, I am here in the dressing room waiting for Reed and I to get married. It's just sad because it wasn't in the church where I first saw him we would get married, because someone had previously scheduled there. But, that's okay, the important thing is that I will ma

  Natuloy ang kasal namin dalawa ni Reed. Wala naging problema ng mga araw na iyon. It was like a wedding dream to me. When Reed and I got married, it was as if we weren't fighting that time. Most of all, it seemed like at that time he loved me very much too. The way he looked at me at those times was, it was as if he could only see me. That time, it seemed like Reed was so happy that he married me. Even though I knew Reed wasn't really happy when we got married, I still couldn't get out of my mind what he looked like then and, every time I think about that I can't help but to smile. Even if Reed's expression at those times was just fake or just pretending, that's okay with me because, somehow I saw how he looked just in case he loved me too. Ngayon ay nasa beach resort kaming dalawa ni Reed para sa honeymoon namin. Dito pinili ni Reed na mag-honeymoon kaming dalawa. Siguro ay mas pinili niya hindi kami mag-honeymoon sa ibang bansa dahil ayaw niya mag-ak

  I smiled when Reed left wearing the wrist watch I gave him for his last birthday. After Reed left I quickly went to the pool area to take care of my surprise for Reed. Tatlong taon. Tatlong taon na kami nag-sasamang dalawa ni Reed. Mag-mula nang ikasal kaming dalawa ay wala pang masiyadong nangyayari sa amin bilang mag-asawa, ni hindi ko pa nga siya nahahalikan mag-mula nang ikasal kaming dalawa. Pero, nagsusumikap pa rin ako at umaasa na isang araw ay mamahalin din ako ni Reed, hindi gaya ng pagmamahal ko sakanya, ngunit kahit konting pagmamahal laman ay sapat na sa akin. I hope when Reed wears or uses the wrist watch I gave him that is the beginning that he will give time to my love. He will give me a chance to love him. It is now exactly three years since Reed and I, were married. I want to surprise him again and hope that he will like what I have prepared for him.  On our first wedding anniversary I cooked him Reed’s fa