Sebastian has unknowingly let himself in through my tough exterior. And the truth was, even though I was afraid of getting close with him, there was still a part of me that trusted this man.   I know it may sound crazy. After all, a girl like me who got trust issues bigger than the Burj Khalifa was here contemplating sharing the darkest part of her life with someone whom she knows only for about two days at max.   I took a deep breath, calming my nerves in his embrace and preparing myself to share my pain with him.   “Judging from tonight, you obviously know who Nicolas Jackson is. That man may appear a sheer perfection to the eyes of the public, but he is way far from that.” I disclosed, holding Sebastian’s hand. His touch was giving me an odd sense of comfort, and after tonight’s rollercoaster, I was grateful for that.   “And if you won’t mind, may I ask why?” Sebastian questioned.“Of course, you c

Sebastian drove us in his car through the sunny sky and buzzing streets of New York to my hotel and thanks to him I made it there before noon. At least now I don’t have to confront mom at the moment regarding my absence.   Sebastian parked the car in the parking lot and took out the key making the engine go dead. I guess this is it. Time to part ourselves from each other. I should be thankful that I got to see this man again, got held in his arms again and spent another night in his embrace. Then why does my heart feel the absence?   Why am I being so dreadful at this moment? It’s not like he was mine or I was his in the first place, then why there is conflict rooting in my heart.   I had all these unanswered questions running wildly through my head, making myself storm by my thoughts.   “Do you have to go?” Sebastian’s voice pierced through my thoughts making me aware of the arrival of the moment th

The smell of blossoms weaved its way through the Boston air making me realise that finally, I have landed in my motherland.   I bid goodbye to Mom and Jessica and went to my apartment. Ah, finally I reached my very own bubble of happiness.   Feeling hungry I decided to order food but then saw a message from Tiffany.   Tiffany: Reached well?   Christina: Yep just entered the apartment a while ago?   Tiffany: You must be so tired now.   Christina: And hungry.   Tiffany: I will bring food for you.   Christina: You are an angel you know.   Tiffany: Lol, be there in thirty minutes.   Christina: See ya!   I washed up and went to the living room. Feeling a lot fresher now I went to my living room and started watching some mindless tv program to kill time.

The sweet taste of icecream that I had before now tastes freaking acidic. My smile was already dropped to the floor. Shit, Jessica now was not the time. I worked so hard in lifting the mood up for Tiffany and now everything feels like ruined.   "Are not you going to invite us in or should we stand here all night?" Natasha spoke.   Bitch if you were not here with my sister I would have slammed this fucking door to your face.   "Oh please, come in" I spoke with a forcible smile and took the wine bottle from Jess.   "Hope we are not ruining your plans for tonight!" Natasha spoke.   Too late Nat.   "It's okay I was just a bit surprised and yes Tiffany is here as well" I spoke the words with a hidden warning for Natasha. Her face that was beaming before was already now full scowling.   "Awesome! So it's literally going to be a pyjama party lol

  I never knew one text could make my heart race like crazy. I was wondering since when I turned into a teenage girl with raging hormones.   Was it the text or should I say it was the sender for whom my heart was beating like a maniac?   Of course, it was the latter one.   It was not even a day since I last saw his handsome face. I was trying not to miss him throughout the whole day but who knew just getting a text from him would make me miss that man double than before!   There was something in him that kept compelling me towards him and my will to resist was becoming unattainable and harder every passing second.   Little by little I didn't realise how addictive has this man became for me. I wanted to end this texting right then and there but with every ping of my phone, I decided to not do so. My heart told me to hear him out at least for now.