Diana Rose POV-I sighed and cried every time I thought of the reason I couldn’t fix my problem with Ronald right away. I’m the one with the problem and I’m the one to blame.“Suddenly, I find my mind troubled by the brief period Alex and I spent together, as we seemed to be a happy family before moving here and also after our recent meeting.”Alex was right when he said we were like family. I just cut him off as he said that we are like family because that’s what my heart wants.“I feel like I’m betraying Ronald. I’m already engaged to Ronald, so I shouldn’t be thinking about Alex anymore.”“But no matter what you deny to yourself, you know Alex is still the one you love. Alex is the one you want to be with. Why don’t you cancel your engagement with Ronald as soon as possible?”I shook my head. “I can’t do that. Miracle has been with Ronald and Ronald has become Miracle’s father.”“How about your feelings? How about yourself?”I couldn’t answer that question.I can’t cancel our enga

Diana Rose POV-I became selfish and until the end, I only thought about my own feelings.I think breaking up with Ronald is the better and better choice I should make. It wouldn’t be right to keep Ronald in a relationship that I don’t believe I can handle.I just now realized that it was all my fault. I didn’t immediately think that Ronald couldn’t get out of our relationship. That’s why his world revolved around Miracle and me. I tried to let it into my mind that I could love Ronald, so I didn’t immediately let go of the relationship we had.Not only Ronald but also Miracle will be deeply hurt by my decision, but I have to do this before the wound I will leave deepens and before it lasts.Ronald doesn’t deserve a person like me who can’t return the love he gives to me, Miracle, and me. He deserves more, a person who will love him like what he is doing, and I am not that person.“What are you saying, Diana?”“I’m sorry, Ronald. I’m sorry if I let our relationship last, I’m sorry if

Diana Rose POV-When I saw the bride, I prepared myself for what I could feel.I don’t want to imply my feelings on the bride’s special day.“Cousin?”I asked if I heard correctly after Isabelle introduced me to the bride.“Yes,” there was doubt in Isabelle’s voice. “This is Alex’s cousin.”I giggled as Isabelle said that again.My heart seemed to explode with that shiver. Wow! What am I thinking?“Alex’s cousin?” I repeat.Isabelle’s introduction did not sink into my brain.“Yes. I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you sooner.”Suddenly I felt myself smile widely, which surprised the two.I cough in a fake manner to somehow ease the wide smile on my lips. “It’s fine. No worries at all. No problem.” I approached the bride and held both of her hands. “I will make you the most beautiful of all today. I will make your beauty dominate all the beauty that you have.”

Diana Rose POV-WHILE I WAS PACKING Miracle and I’s clothes, Ronald knocked from the open door before entering.“Do you still have to do this? I’m not forcing you to leave. You can still be here until you find a new apartment.”I continued to pack Miracle and I’s clothes.EARLIER WHEN Alex ASKED for a last chance, I could not answer him when Ronald arrived.Honestly, I’m thankful for Ronald’s arrival because I didn’t know how to answer Alex earlier. The fear of the unknown grips me tightly as I contemplate forgiving him, knowing that it may lead to an overwhelming love for him.This time I want to be more careful in the decisions I make.“Where are you going to stay now if you leave here?” Ronald asked again.I asked Ronald earlier how long he had been there at the venue and he said that since the staff approached me to go to the center, he has been there and he saw all the events i

Diana Rose POV-STRAWBERRY SCENT scented my sense of smell when my spirit woke up. At the same, time I felt a lot of pain in my, body especially in the lower part of it.For a few moments, I felt the edge of the bed I was lying on sink a little and I smelled strawberry scent even more.“Good morning, my SB.”Then I thought of opening my eyes after I heard Alex’s voice.“Good morning—why are you naked in front of me?”Alex was wearing nothing but a white towel for his lower body while he was wiping his wet hair with a white small towel.“It’s like you didn’t touch my whole body, you didn’t lick my man—”“Stop it!” I held my breath, cutting off the teasing Alex said to me.Every time I remember what I did last night with Alex, I feel like my whole body is burning with the shame of what I did. I didn’t mean it, I was just carried away by my emotions from what we were doing last night.