"I am afraid, Erwin... I am really afraid," she said."Honey... Don't worry... It's all right... It's going to be okay... I am here," I said to comfort her. Tomorrow is our wedding day, and here is Nadya; she is afraid she will not speak the wedding vow properly. She was still worried even after I told her that she sounded good."Well, there is another problem," she said again."Honey... tell me... what is that?""I am afraid... about the kiss... Do we have to kiss in front of the guests... I am not a good kisser.""So that is the problem," I said while laughing."It's all right... we don't have to show a 'good' kiss; we are not in the porn-maker studio. So is the wedding vow, honey... We don't have to impress people.""I don't want to impress people," she said. "I just don't want to embarrass you.""Oh god, my honey... here here" I hug her, and then I whisper to her ear :"My dear baby, how could I be ashamed to have a

That is a hard time for her. She is sixteen, after all. I feel like I was doing something so terrible, making out with the underage girl. There is no romantic first night. Even, It looks like sexual abuse since Nadya was crying during the process. I was decided not to continue, but when I let go of her and wearing my night clothes back, she cried out:“You don’t want me.”“You are hurt, honey.”“No... I am okay,” said she.She hugged from behind and said : “Please, at least finish it.”I don’t want her to feel inferior and feel unwanted. That will be a big torment to her, so I do it. But, after that painful occasion is done, I promise that I will never do any sexual stuff to her until she is mature enough, well, at least when she doesn’t feel any pain anymore. She is too soft, too fragile, and I don't want to hurt her. I can’t just imagine she is pregnant after thi

I walked towards her. At that time, I really wanted to slap her rotten face. And it seems that everyone is mad at her too. If they weren't angry, then they felt disgusted at this annoying woman. Nevertheless, Haneul stopped me."Erwin. Calm yourself please. I will punish her. But, dont get yourself in trouble," he said.Then the troublemaker said:"He's much more handsome when he's angry." That makes me understand. The best way to shame people like Kyara is to ignore her. People like her tend to be happier when their madness is replied to.Nadya and I immediately left. Outside, before we got into the car, Nadya was crying loudly. She must be in shock. I hugged her tightly."Oh, my baby, I am so sorry," I said."It's not your fault," She took a handkerchief from my trouser pocket and used it to blow her nose."I am all right. You know that, I'm used to being called a whore" she said."Don't worry baby. That mad woman just jealous of

"Fine. Now, do you realize what you did to me earlier?" Nadya said in a trembling voice. Her tears were almost flowing."We're just making love, honey, as we did most nights throughout our marriage day. Why do you care so much about this. You take it too seriously, you know?""Because you did it when I was on my period. Erwin, did you know it could be dangerous to your health? What if you die? What if your peepee can't get up anymore?"Now, after expressing her worries to me, she was really crying loudly. While I laughed at her silliness. Seriously? She forbid me to eat fugu fish. Now she cares about my peepee?"Come here," I said, motioning for her to sit on my lap. Then, she sat on my lap, and her hands kept covering her crying face. I forced her both hands open, so I could see her face now."You are very beautiful, Nadya. Really beautiful," I said. I almost forgot what I wanted to say after seeing her nose red from crying."Promise me you won't do anything like this again," she said

Seriously, she looks so scared. Like a little child scolded by her father, she immediately walked backward, patching her body against the wall."Could you just stop, please... Please shut up. Shut your fucking mouth !" I yelled at her. She immediately cried loudly. Indeed I have never been angry with her, this is the first time. I approached her, and she was getting scared."What's wrong, I dont say anything," she said. Her voice trembled, but suddenly I felt a passion when I saw her frightened face. Strange sexual arousal because it is mixed with anger besides lust. Is it a sexual disorder when you get excited when you see your wife scared? I don't know, but the passion is so urgent to vent. I approached Nadya and pulled her towards me, she was getting scared, and I was getting excited. Maybe it's a sexual disorder, which I just had. And this is the worst part, I slapped Nadya until she fell to the floor. It was the first time I raised my hand to her, and the excitement p