It's only 5 am, but I'm awake already, feeling dozy like I haven't slept yet. Next to me, Ally was sleeping soundly while her hand was resting on my thigh. I will spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know how she feels for me, but sometimes I mistakenly think we were a happily married couple. I knew it was just a show to say we were okay. I checked on Billy in the other room, but she wasn't there anymore. Maybe she booked a flight back to Manila early. I can't blame her because everything happens so fast. Even though I still can't believe it. Billy's confessions are still fresh in my mind. Perhaps it's okay if she didn't burst out her true feelings, making excuses for me to feel guilty, presuming that she's not worth it, not a reason to hide it, slaying me by my stupidity, love, hanging me until the very end. She can't just decide what's good or bad. Is there any difference? Either she confesses or not. I was hurt, aching because of her selfishness. [Ally Point of Vie

I ate outside with my staff, and they congratulated me on my wedding, so I just took a shower and went to bed, wearing silk thin, seductive loose nightdress nothing inside. I was reading a book on good novel apps. I felt drowsy and fell asleep. [Ally Point of View] I stayed here in the living room because I hoped she might want to hang out, but I guess she was already sleeping. I took a shower before going up. I was standing right next to the bed when Hannah suddenly turned around. This movement also caused her breasts to wiggle alluringly under the thin blanket. I felt a strange sensation from what I saw. I couldn't control it, so I joined Hannah in bed, parting her hair as I licked her nape, stroking her soft shoulder and running a trembling hand down her hip. Her skin was warm beneath my touch, and a wave of lust broke over me as I gazed at her, unable to take my eyes from her gorgeous face, and then she stirred a little. "Ally, not now, please, let's sleep," she uttered, turnin

It was seven pm when I got home. Ally was reading a book with her leg straight on the table in the living room. I'm a little nervous about how she's going to react. I didn't come home last night.I went straight to the bedroom, took a bath, then changed. After everything I've heard from Billy, I don't feel hungry, which is devastating to our situation. How is this fucking life so messed up? Ally followed me, uneasy, startled as she spoke. "Have you eaten? There is still food. Just need to reheat." Her voice was formal without glancing at me as she lay on the bed. "It's fine. I'm full, thank you for asking. How about you?" I'm trying to cool down the awkwardness. She didn't even look at me and just nodded, cold and treating me formally. I went down to chill outside. I was confused, puzzled, and messed up with everything that happened. I took a cigarette, lighted up, and then smoked, emitting like releasing the loads in my heart, hoping to alleviate the tension. Ally was already sle

When I got home, Ally wasn't here yet, and it looked like she had no plans to come home. I was exhausted and drowsy. I took a bath and stayed outside in our swing. I was staring at the stars in the sky while drinking my coffee. Ally is still gone at three am and does not even bother to message or call. I'm worried about her. Lately, we haven't been quite okay and hardly see each other. I was trying to sleep, but I couldn't. I was worried about where Ally was, what she was doing, or who was with her. What the fuck is she with Ethan again. While waiting for Ally, I didn't realize I could fall asleep. She was still not around when I woke up, and I'm not okay with it. I know we agreed not to interfere in each other's lives, but I'm still disgusted. Why am I worried? That's her life. I just ate oats and had coffee, then took a bath. I dressed, put on my make-up, and went out for work. I'm not in the mood to go somewhere and be alone. I was so confused about what I felt. Why do I feel t

It was sunrise, and our naked bodies still collided. I can't envision what just happened. I was so fucked up that I didn't even care or think I was already married. Ally might kill me if she finds out. It's unforgivable and shameful, even if it is not a love marriage. What am I ought to do? Two birds in one stone that's beyond. What the fucked is wrong with me. I'm out of myself. I was distraught. "Hannah, it's still dark! Let's sleep more, please", as she cuddled me, pressing her head to my chest. Billy seems to be a sleeping beauty in a castle, waiting for her prince to rescue her. "Are you not hungry yet? Let's have breakfast. I'm going to cook your favorite dish." I tried to wake her up in her dream. It sounds like it won't come true. It suddenly occurred to me, what if we're the ones who got married? Will everything be okay? Will we be happy? Are we going to take care of each other and live perfectly? Will we have a big, happy family? Billy was my first love and first in ev