Afterwards, we head straight to the motel that Brad and Sam stayed at so there would be less of a chance that they would recognize me.  As soon as we check in, we go to the room and before I even shut the door, he grabs me and slams me against the wall feverishly kissing me and sliding his hands up and down my body.  Assaulting me with his lips, his eyes peer straight into my soul.  We are connected and I will never be able to go back to Dean without feeling remorse for what I have done.The only problem is the simple fact that making love with Dean turned me on endlessly, but Donovan rocks my world.  It’s like we connect on a whole new level and knowing how that feels now, I can’t have sex with Dean and not feel that something is missing.  This man has ruined me for any other.Closing my eyes for a split second, I see Dean and instantly feel horrible.  How can I go on?  I can’t marry him now.  I just cheated on

“Did you get the cake?”  I ask Johnson quietly, so Nora doesn’t hear. He nods before he picks up the bag from under the table and shows me.  Today is Nora’s birthday.  She has just turned 32 and is so excited, because Johnson asked her to marry him this morning.  The first thing she did as soon as he gave her the ring and proposed, was to say yes and then call me to let me know.  Screaming over the phone, I thought she was being murdered, till she finally spit it out.  I can’t explain how happy I felt when I found out.  She really deserves a happy ending. “Did you bring what I asked you to?”  He looks at me nervously. I wink and whisper, “There is absolutely no way I would forget it.”  As soon as I say it, Nora walks back in the room.  “What are you two whispering about over there?  You know that I don’t like secrets or surprises.  I have had way too many of both of them today even th

“Mom. Come look at this.” Link rushes over to me and almost falls in the sand right before he reaches me. Everyday, he looks more and more like a Minnie me version of Dean and I love every minute of it. Being so perfect, some days I wonder if I haven’t died and this is my version of heaven. What I do know though, is I wouldn’t change a minute of it for the world. It has been two years since the day Dean came back into our lives, I sit back and think as I watch Dean and Link playing in the sand at the playground. Last year we got married finally and made the whole family thing official. Link started preschool and we are expecting our little girl any day now. Dean decided that he gets to name this one Isabel and I agreed whole heartedly. It is a wonderful name for a vision of beauty. I can already tell that she has a mind of her own because the way she kicks me when she gets too hot, or my music is too loud. She makes me laugh and when I cry, I feel her suddenly move as if s