Cirdan When Finn rushed into school to say Iris was missing, I was already feeling something was off with the bond, the principal calmed him down and contacted her parents who came to school as quickly as they could and then Finn took us and a considerable amount of guards to the last place she was seen.  For the next six hours, it was hell as I wondered where my mate was and what dangers has befallen her and I had a right to wonder too. When the bond opened, I could feel her terrified, so scared that my hands shook, all efforts I made to try and calm her through our bond yielded no results and just like the last time when she was attacked by a feral wolf, I used the bond to trace her location. Finn was with me and we both arrived at the deserted warehouse in the wild fae lands at the same time. He used some sort of spell of his, to get us through the walls after reassuring me that he had talked to the king and queen and their guards, a

IRIS It’s been a month, two weeks and a day since ‘the incident’. My Clique hardly speak of it even though it weighs us down. In fact that is all we refer to it by, ‘The incident’. The time which none of us want to remember, at first it was hard for them. To ignore the dark circles under my eyes when I wake up, the fact that they wanted me to know that it was okay to not be okay, that it was okay to break down. Especially Vane and Vine, their shifter sense riding on them very hard because they were Alphas and it was their job to give comfort to those who they deemed as a part of their pack. Something Cirdan explained to me when they shifted into their animals in the middle of the cafeteria just to press their bodies against mine.  Cirdan was another issue, he was unwilling to maintain the distance which we were supposed to keep before to prevent people from talking but now, their talks were what we were lea

IRIS Cirdan has been acting odd since we left my room. We stopped first at his room because he said he needed to get something and then he came out and held my hand, not that I am complaining since it is nice but he also refused to let go and he has been sweating a lot in his palm like he was nervous.  I have never seen him nervous too.  “What’s up with you?” I eyed him as he gripped my hands so tight that my fingers hurt.  “What do you mean?” He replied, not looking at me but looking straight ahead like he needed to keep his eyes on the road, a place he could go to with his eyes blindfolded because of how maley time he sneaked into my room at night while I was still in the school’s ward.  “I mean you wanting to snap my fingers off.” I corked an eyebrow at him only for him to let go of my hand quickly. 

  “NO.” I growled, pacing the front of the desk, a place I was pushed to sit down less than ten minutes ago by my mate. It didn’t matter to me that there were people in this room that I didn’t know, I was not even concerned about learning about them. All I wanted was to learn that someone thought this would be a funny idea of a joke.  I. Was. Not. Laughing! “I just found him…” I spun on my father. “I cannot be separated from him, father please tell me that you understand.”  “I do…: He stated even as his eyes shifted over my shoulders a little, signaling someone, my mate who envelops me in his arms.  “Calm Iris, you are working yourself into a frenzy.” Cirdan whispered, his father buried in my neck.  “See.” I pointed to Cirdan. “He calms m

IRIS What was I thinking when I told Finn that I wanted to learn more in the ways of how to block out pain and the rest.  “When I said I wanted to not feel pain, I didn’t mean that you should beat it out of me.” I groaned, lying on the ground and refusing to stand up even as Finn stood above me. We were currently on the training field and he was training my reflexes and threshold for surviving apparently.  “That is the best way not to let pain distract you during a fight, the idea that you are already used to it and I am testing your threshold for pain, not survival so get that bleak look out of your eyes. I mean you are my princess, your mother will have my head if anything happens to her precious little cub.”  “I still did not sign up to have the crap beaten out of me.” I groaned once more but this time accepting the hand which Finn stretched