Gretchen I was sitting in the stand with Merigold, the kids, and most of the club as well as Trina and Lilly. Well, sitting isn’t what I’m doing. I’m bouncing in my seat. Not just from the excitement of the race but from the news Merigold gave me. Merigold told me she already talked to Brick and let him know. I know he has to be as excited as I am but I know he will show it differently than me. I’m bouncing all over the place because I can’t hold it in. Brick is probably smiling but looks stoic. The race is about halfway over and Speed is moving up fast. She started in the second to the last position today. I thought it was odd but I will ask about that later. I’m watching her move to get into fourth place when I see the driver that was in the fifth spot slide up and use the front of his car to slam into Speed’s tail end. The force from the impact causes Speed to spin out, bounce off the wall then slid

Brick The girls fell asleep fairly quickly after we iced Speed’s hand down. She didn’t really need it but I could tell Gretchen needed to fuss over Speed. Gretchen is a natural caregiver, but when it comes to Speed her instincts are ramped up. That is one of the reasons we make such a great team for Speed. We are stuffed in this small ass bed. We have Speed in the middle cuddled up close to both of us and I still have my ass hanging off the edge of the bed. I looked over and saw Gretchen was having the same problem but she also had a huge smile on her face. I could tell she was happy to have Speed in her arms again. I sure as hell was. I know Speed was worried about what we would think after she told us about her therapy and diagnosis. I don’t care if her therapist wants to meet me and Gretchen. For Speed I’ll do it. Since this guy is helping Speed, and I can already

Speed   I have been hanging out with Brick and Gretchen for a week now. I have to say it has been even better than before. After I broke down in Tim’s office each day I feel lighter and lighter. And I have been more open with those two. And Merigold. And more importantly, I have been more open with myself. I have made my needs and wants known to Brick and Gretchen. They are being respectful of my no sex rule I made. Which I liked very much. I have a reason for putting a stop to sex for now. I rushed into sex with them before thinking it was a fling. If we want something stronger and more meaningful we needed to take a step back from the physical for now at least. Don’t get me wrong I want to have sex with them both. Maybe even at the same time. Now that sounds like fun. But I’m getting ahead of myself. We haven’t had no physical contact at all. There have been some heavy make-out sessions a

Gretchen   When Brick came to me after Speed’s session he told me he had an idea of what we all needed. He wanted to bring me into his and Speed’s other world. I had to admit I have been curious about Club Reckless. But not enough to ask about it and I never thought about going there. I figured that would be something for just Brick and Speed. And I was ok with that. I would find something for just me and Speed.  But when he said he wanted me to go with him to the club tonight I was a little surprised but happy he was including me. He said he thinks it will help us bond more. And I’m all for anything that will strengthen our bond. Add getting Speed’s mind off today’s session before she thinks herself sick. Sign me up. He told me what time to meet him. He said he would leave my name with the bouncer at the door. He said to dress nice, comfortable, and easy to remove. I laughed at that.

Gretchen   I am at Speed's house in the kitchen where Speed is going to teach me how to make chicken enchiladas. Ratchet’s favorite. We have the chicken ready and are working on the sauce that covers everything. We are having a family dinner which includes Matt. Speed is going to talk to Ratchet and get his opinion on confronting their parents. I’m chopping some jalapeno peppers for some homemade salsa when I feel Speed’s arms come around my waist. I have to fight not to lean back into her embrace. I always melt in her arms. She places her chin on my shoulder. “ Brick is working tomorrow night so it will be just us.” she says. I knew this so I had planned to do a simple dinner for the two of us and maybe watch a movie. “ Yep. I'll get you all to myself for a while.” I say. I don’t mind the times when it is all three of us but our alone time is special. “ So I was thinking that I would take