Gianna The warm rays of sun feel nice on my skin, as I continue to read the book while sitting on the front porch. Dad brought me here, so I that I don't get bored sitting alone in the room. I can say now I can completely understand why he was going crazy when he was on the bedrest. For the first time since the preparation of the full moon, today I felt that the enivornment of the clubhouse is relaxed. Tonight is the full moon but still there is certain calmness and peacefulness which was missing since days. This is all because of Jarek. Even after everything that has happened in these past few days, he still managed to bring back the peace which this place was missing. The trust everyone has in him gives him the strength to never give up. But I will not lie that I am not missing the usual chaotic club life, which I am gradually becoming used to. The roar of bikes, the boisterous atmosphere when anyone returns from the road, the wild parties... I miss all those. I know as soon as

Jarek I have always heard the moment when you mark your mate is extremely special, but none of those words can do justice to the feelings which I am living in this moment. It feels like I have found the missing part of my heart... my soul which was wandering for so long has finally found the peace. The mark which I always dreamt of seeing on Gianna is finally adorning her neck, and I can't be any more happier. I knew that she is my mate, but now the world will also know that she is mine. My mark on her neck is the symbol that I am the one to whom she belongs. At clubhouse we share everything with each other, our happiness, our sorrows, our victories, and our defeats, but at some point we all need that someone with whom we can share our vulnerablities and our fears. Someone who will love us for who we are, and someone with whom we can be ourselves without the fear of judgements. Sometimes, it feels unreal because now that someone whom I wished for has a name and a face, Gianna.

Jarek Gianna smiles at me, but the sadness swirls in her eyes. She doesn't want me to go, but she isn't stoping me because she knows even if I want I can't stay as my wolves need their Alpha to be with them. She is hiding her sadness, behind her smile. Silly girl thinks she can hide her true emotions from me. Honestly, I don't want to leave her, especially since it has not even been a day since I have marked her. It is difficult to be away from your mate once you have marked them, the pull of the matebond is really strong and we just want to be around our mates. Since we haven't completed the mating, it is even more difficult to be away from each other, as we both want that physical comfort which we can only find in each other's presence. "You don't want me to go?" Holding her face, I caress her cheek with my thumb. "But you have to go." Her lips tilt up in a half smile, as she lightly shrugs. Her eyes slightly widen in fascination when some begin shifting into their wolve

JarekAfter running in the northern direction of the clubhouse and covering a vast distance, we decided to stop and rest for a while.The pups were tired but not ready to rest as they enjoyed the free run. Our wolves love running and chasing, and since these pups are over-energetic, they have loved this pack run so far.These new wolves amuse me because they are very eager to follow the orders, trying to prove themselves to me. What I found hilarious is that they all want to join the club, so that's why they are keen to win my approval.We have stopped near the river, so some wolves are already in the water, trying to cool themselves off. I circle everyone and growl when I notice some pups are attempting to wander in another direction.Covering the distance in two steps, I bare my teeth at them while growling. They quiver and bow their necks while whimpering.There are many wild animals in the forest, and these pups are easy targets for them. We don't know if hunters are hiding here b

Jarek Nearly three days have passed since we have been in the wild. During these days, I have helped the new wolves to ease into being in their wolf forms. While in the day, I have been busy with my wolves, but when the night falls, my mind is filled with the thoughts of my mate. Through our bond, I can sense her longing for me, which makes me slightly happy because it means that even she is missing me. Just a few hours more than I will be back with Gianna. Tonight is the last night we are staying here, and tomorrow morning we will head to our homes. Most of the wolves have already shifted back into their human forms, which means their wolves were now ready to give control back to their human sides. The harmony between our both sides is really important because it makes transitions easier for us. Daniel has already left for home with our human members because it would have taken them longer than us to get back home if they hadn't left today. Since I was not tired or sleepy, I