I rudely entered the mansion and saw those vampires there were looking at me as if they wanted to devour me. But because they were afraid of me, they couldn't. The main door of the big house opened and I was exposed to some vampires with high status in the society we live in. They looked at me but I didn't waste my time. They are not what I need. I went straight to Volter's room on the right side of the house. I no longer had to knock or ask his permission to enter. I opened that door and went inside of the room. Volter was startled for a moment when he saw me in front of him but some vampires there were shocked and I could still feel their fear. I smiled when I saw the vampire I was looking for. There he was, facing Volter who was now terrified. The man who tried to kill Yena was bent over and unable to look at me. I was just right, I won't have a hard time finding him. "Why are

MARCUS came out of the room wearing Vernon's dress that I had given him to wear. It was simple pants and a t-shirt but it brought out the beauty of Marcus' body. He approached me in front of the window where I was standing. I also don’t know why I even let him stay at home. I averted my eyes from him and turned outside. I felt him next to me. I still remember what that man said about Marcus and how he looked because of it. I still can’t explain how much sympathy I feel for him. "Why did you kill those wolves, Marcus? They're not different," I asked. I just looked at him for a moment. Marcus did not look at me, his eyes remained on the forest. "I don't want to kill my people, Syrie but I also can't let them destroy the wolf race," he explained. I thought they were Marcus's ally because the man named Rendy said that they were here to avenge Yena. If that isn't so, what

I still can't get over what Marcus told me yesterday. I tried to get it out of my mind but it also tried to push me and remind me about it. Should I really know myself? There's a saying that you only know yourself if you know where you come from, but in my situation, should I? "Trina, don't you really know anything about Father Trevor and Mother Viola adopting me?" Trina frowned with astonishment on her face at what I had asked her as if she did not expect me to ask. She thought, her head tilted slightly. "That's all I know, Syrie. That they found you in the woods where your parents left you," she replied. That was also the story I knew then. According to Mother Viola, they used to travel to the middle of the forest back to the mansion. They said they came from somewhere in the woods when they heard a baby crying not far from them. They immediately looked for it and they found a baby in a basket. I was wrapped in a thick

IT IS STILL NOT clear to me what I should do. Up to this day, everything that Marcus said to me still haunts my mind. I still wonder if he deserves to be trusted. My brain is fighting over those two things, whether or not to trust him anymore? "Syrie, Faram is coming tomorrow, are you going?" I blinked at Trina's question to me as I rested my palms on the window jamb and silently stared out of the house. I turned to him. "I have no choice, Trina if I don't go there, Faram will definitely doubt me, you know he's ready to do anything just to ruin my reputation to all the vampires," I explained. Faram is one of those vampires who doesn't like me for no reason. Ever since I became aware of the world I live in, it seems that everything I do is opposed by Faram. Many times she tried to destroy me and call me a traitor to the vampires, but because Volter was my ally, he did not succeed in destroying me. She was probably the one

I GO to the veranda of the mansion when I leave that long table. I felt uncomfortable with them. I don’t like the way they look at me as if they are still making me feel like I don’t belong to them. Well, they're not like me because I'm a wolf while they're vampires. They only have two legs while I can make my legs four. I can still feel their suspicion of my loyalty to them. I remember back then when Father Trevor and Mother Viola were still alive, a lot of vampires asked them why they had adopted me even though they were not my kind. They doubted me and a lot of them opposed my staying in the mansion. So when my parents disappeared, I felt more that they wanted me to disappear from the mansion but since Volter and Uncle Freud were still there beside me, they did nothing to kick me out of the mansion. I was just the one who decided to stay away because there was a little quarrel between Volter and me. I thought I also had Volter