ChrisitanTom and Molly left for the bank almost an hour ago which means they should be here any minute, not a minute too soon if you ask me. I pace along the long driveway as I anxiously wait for them to get here with the money for Amy. "Chris, your going to wear a hole in the ground if you don't stop soon." Jack grabs hold of my shoulders bringing me to a sharp stop. "It's going to be ok, Chris we're almost there."I give him a nod as I will my body to stay still but it's a struggle, I feel like I have way too much energy and need to burn some of it off which is hilarious considering I didn't even get a wink of sleep last night and I haven't sat down since the kids got up at 5,30 am. Thinking of Sophie and Brody brings a smile to my face. My Mom asked them if they wanted to go to the movies today to see some new Disney film that's out and between that and the promise of popcorn and candy, I'm pretty sure that they were close to exploding with excitement and it was the cutest thing t

MollyFuck Amy has more front than Walmart, asking for more money when she's about to become a millionaire any day now. Although I can't say that I'm surprised that's why I withdrew that extra fifty grand. I just wish that I had been wrong about her but once again she sinks to new lows.It took everything in me not to knock her out when I heard her saying that she would keep Sophie and sell her to someone else. The bitch is crazy if she thinks that any of us would ever let that happen. As much as I despise giving her any money, I would give her my last to keep those kids safe.Another thing that's pissed me off about her wanting more money is that I was the one who had to go out and sort it with her. When Tom and I had picked the money up from the bank I was so concerned with getting it to the farm safe that I forgot to tell him about the extra money that I had withdrawn and so he was stuck at that moment and now... well now I'm pretty sure Christian knows that it's my money or at the

Christian The traffic on the way to the hotel is busy, much busier than normal for this time of the day and it's pissing me off! Why the fuck is everyone out at the one time that I need the roads to be clear or at least as little traffic as possible? I swear everything is a fucking battle lately and I'm surely about due a break, right? My phone ringing through the car stops my loud cursing at the ass in front of me who's going 15 miles an hour and grating on my last fucking nerve. I notice it's Tom and I'm quick to answer, he may have something new that I need to know. "Hey, brother. Everything ok?" I can hear the kids in the background laughing and it instantly has me smiling. "Yes, brother all good. Are you there yet? Only the kids wanted to say goodnight to you before Zack reads them their bedtime story." "No, I'm stuck in flaming traffic that's never about at this time of the day! stick me on speakerphone." I hear the phone click before the voices of my babies come through. "Hi

MollyI'm stunned by his words, stunned enough that it's left me speechless which is a rare thing, trust me. He leans forward and places a gentle kiss on my lips and it seems to bring my focus back where it's needed. "Molly, don't go. Please don't leave. Forget about your flight and come back with me. I don't technically have a home right now but I will soon and I want you there with me."His words make me smile for a moment but the fear that I've been feeling soon takes back over. "Molly, talk to me, sweetheart." There's so much I want to say but my throat seems to have tightened up making it hard to say the words, to admit the truth but I still force them out. "I'm scared," My words sound raw as if I've been swallowing razor blades but they are true and it's a truth that I don't like admitting."What are you scared of baby?" He takes his hand off my hips and slides them around my back pulling me into him until we are chest to chest, racing heartbeat to reaching heartbeat. "I'm scare

MollyIt's early morning but I've not been able to sleep too well so while everyone is still in bed I decide to head downstairs and make a cup of coffee and enjoy it on the porch, maybe even watch the sun coming up. It's a little chilly so I grab the throw blanket that's on the swinging chair and wrap it around me before holding on to my coffee with both hands while leaning on the wooden fence that runs around the outside of the porch.As I enjoy my coffee my mind begins to wonder. It's been five days since I agreed to give me and Christian a chance and so far I don't regret a thing. It's crazy to see such a different side to him now but I've quickly come to realize that he thought he was protecting his family and I can't say that I wouldn't act the same in that situation.However, the person that I first came to know wasn't the real Christian, that I know very well now. The real Christian is amazing, he's caring and kind and so so sweet but he also has an edge that makes me think tha