I woke up from a nightmare that has been playing over and over again. It felt like I was in hell and the only way to freedom was to hold on to Loki's hand... I chose to live my death over and over again. It's not that I did not want to live, the problem is that the last encounter we shared... The encounter when he shield me with his wings, there was this second when his eyes met mine. I felt his breath caress my sensitive skin and every hair on my skin shivered in anticipation. My heart pounded so hard I wanted to run away from these unreal emotions. I am scared that Loki might be my fated, I am not ready for my life to be altered. I hate that fate decided that a demon is better than nothing.

Confession time... A lot happened since Zuria left. Apart from wondering how she's going to catch up with all the classes, I did something very stupid. Something so stupid it almost killed me but I don't regret my decision. If Zuria finds out though she is going to lose her mind. On Tye's side... His less hostile to the man that take him to class, get him food, hang out and let's not mention his new attitude. Even he did not think my decision is the best infact he hated more than I think Zuria will. The key factor here is that I did not die. Okay here's the actual story of what actually happened...

I slipped into a dreamlike state, no longer bond. Stuck in a white room with a voice calling onto him and the voice of my grandfather, Zues (Laufey who rules over Paradise is Loki's grandfather) filled the silence. This is not a good time to have the ruler of Mount Olympus time reach out to me but he did. Strongest when people were weak, pathetic. He needs to escape form here in order to go back to my Zoe, he had the audacity to call out again. "What!" I yelled out, anger colliding mounting curiosity. "You need to prevent the war from happening, your father-"

I watched my fated sleep for a couple of minutes completely enthralled with her ethereal beauty. I did not want to wake her so I grabbed some papers and sat on the bed trying to get through the mountain of paper work. Thirty minutes in Zuria starts tossing and turning, I stretched to place the papers I held on the bed side table and when I came back I completely froze. Her dad shared with me one of his biggest fears when he was told to marry the dragon. There was one thing he fought for nail and foot for... They are hunters. Her dad made his objections clear and the more the dragon Lord suggested he quits, the more he went in. The point is, the dads know they raised an impossible child to please and that if he did intervene during her fight she wouldn't be here.

Naya found me. I wasn't hiding but I also did not want to get involved with the woman but she didn't want to take the hint. "What?" "I missed you. How about we go-" "Not interested. Whatever you think we had was fun but it's over now." I dismissed her but she still refused to get the point so I walked away. My brother joined me with his stupid self righteous smirk of a face that fights back a grin 'I told you so face.' "I told you the dangers of your actions. So what are you going to do?" "Whatever it is, it must not comeback to Zuria." "Too late."