When I arrive back home I went upstairs to check on Maria she was still sleeping didn't want to wake her up. I close the door went back down stairs order up food umm what should I get for Maria to eat I don't want to order nothing she can't eat. I got I'll order a seafood boil and some fry fish and greens and rice cornbread. I call my favorite restaurant that dose amazing seafood to put my order in hopefully she will like everything.I cleaned the kitchen and tighter the living room up but everything away back into it's place. Made me a drink some run and coke to calm my nerves down think about those two dummies. I Then call my mother I haven't talk to her in awhile I was always working didn't take time off to see her and my father and brothers.she's going to kill me when she finds out about to get married with a baby on the way. Mother dose not like being in the dark on things. Hay mother how you doing on this lovely day, I'm good glad you decided to call me after all this time. Wh

We left the doctor office on our way to the mall I need more clothes since the doctor said I should be gaining wait in the next two months. Allen is beaming with joy since he seen our baby on the screen him self for the first time. Allen holding my hand kissing the back of my hand showering me would love and affection. I'm really glad he's happy about having a family with me I can depend on him to love and cherish us always forever.We arrive at the mall there's alot of people here we see as we enter the door coming through the entrance of the mall. We make it to a mommy and me store I began searching for clothes for me it's hard to focus on just myself when I see all of these cute adorable little babies clothes. I can't help my self I start grabbing baby clothes as well putting them in the basket I'm grabbing neutral colors since we do not know the sex of the baby yet. I always wanted to be a mother even when I was with Lawrence I wanted to be a mother he just wasn't ready to be a fa

Allen and I had already pack our bags with everything we needed then we went to sleep early that night. It's around 5am in the morning when I got up I took a shower got dress. I'm wearing yoga pants and tank top with sneakers and a hat. Allen got sweat pants and tank top with a hat we both wearing sunglasses. Hopefully know one will recognize us we try to keep a low profile. We took Allen truck instead of the car that everything seen us use all the time. Lucky know one was around when we left this morning.We're on our way to New York which about 2 hour drive there to his parents house. While Allen driving I pull up my phone to check the blogs about me and Allen. We are still hot topic I was hoping everything goes away, but nope everything still the same. Hopefully Brenda will gets to work on this soon before it's gets more out of hand.Why you looking at those blogs Maria you know that will only cause stress for you and the baby Allen said in a concern tone ok okay I then put my phon

It's been months I'm still in New York I don't want to deal with anything I'm depressed the doctor a gave me meds to help me sleep and mood stabilizers. But everything keeps playing in my head it's my fault I lost our baby. Allen keeps trying to make me feel better I know he's hurting too but I just can't deal with anything right now so I just sleep. Maria bae how about we go to the park or how about we go back to Minnesota. No just leave me alone, but Maria no just leave me alone I shout out. Ok I'll leave you alone but remember I'm hurting too he said as he left. Allen I'm sorry I said before he closed the door behind him I just cry in my pillow and fell back to sleep. Later that evening Allen mother came in the room with a food tray Maria you need to eat ok. Why you being so nice now you didn't care about me before I yelled at her. You right I didn't and for that I'm sorry I really didn't mean to hurt my son by hurting you. Just go away no not going away I will tell you something

I return home after talking to Brenda I went to the kitchen to get some water open the bottle started to take a sip when Allen comes around the corner with nothing on. My mouth drop he's wet from taking a shower WTF I said to myself. umm bae don't you think you need to put some clotheson nope not really he laughs as he looking at me with I can't wait to fuck you face and make you mines all night. I started to get hot oh man umm I umm think I going to umm see my mother for a bit I said trying to run off. But Allen took of hold of me then kiss me passionate then a wave of lust and heat started to hit me it's been almost 6 months since me and Allen made love because I want to wait till I heal now that I am he's teasing me Allen I said as he kiss me on my neck then my shoulders umm he said bae no we need to wait a little longer. But I want you now I need to taste you please Maria he said as he continues to kiss me You only have a week and a half day left you can wait to get honey th