I gasp when her fingers wrap around the shaft, and I watch with half-lidded eyes as she strokes me. My dick looked hefty, clasped around her dainty hands. I rock up into her hand, biting my lip. “Fuck.” I groan when her velvet tongue glides up the shaft and swirls around the crown before licking the pre-cum with a satisfied moan. She hollows her cheeks and sucks slow and deep. I gather her hair into my hand and watch with growing vigour as my cock disappears into her mouth. “Atta girl, suck that cock like you're starving, baby.” I moan, thrusting into her mouth as deep as she could take me. My thighs tremble with every flick of her tongue along the underside of my dick. A familiar heat stirs, and my balls tighten the harder she sucks. “Oh yes, such a good girl.” I hiss, thrusting into her hot mouth. “My God, baby. You’re so fucking good. You’re going to make me come real quick if you keep sucking me like that.”Mira moans, and the vibrations of her vocal cords thrum through my shaft,

I narrow my eyes at him, a little in scrutiny. “You really want to have this conversation while you’re still hard and throbbing inside of me? You don’t find it a tad inappropriate?” Devin smirks, shaking his head.“I don’t see a more appropriate time. Do you?”I exhale, forcing aside the sudden awkwardness like a big fat elephant just sat on my chest. “We fooled around a lot.”Devin’s brows draw together, and he licks his lips. “Fooled around? What the hell does that mean?”I go to move off him, but he grips my waist and keeps me in place. Finally, I meet his penetrating gaze and sigh. “What do you think it means?”Devin rolls his eyes, his jaw set tight and twitching. “Don’t be vague, Mira. Give it to me straight.”“We kissed, did oral, he fingered me, and I gave him a hand job, we had phone sex. That’s it.” Devin scowls at me.“So basically, everything but fuck.” He states bitterly, and I shrug. Devin turns to look out of the window, his grip on my hips tightening. “Are you going to

“Wyatt, I’m not leaving until I talk to her. If she decides she doesn’t want to be with me, then that’s fine, but at least let me apologise.” I express beseechingly, hoping and praying he’ll see the remorse on my face and let me in. “Fine, but if you hurt her again, I swear to God Devin, I will throw you out on your arse.” I nod in response to his warning and walk in when he opens the door for me to enter. “She’s in her room.” “Thanks, Wy,” I squeeze his shoulder gratefully and skip up the stairs to her bedroom. I tap on her door a couple of times and open it. The smell of her surrounds me instantly, and I inhale deeply, filling my lungs with it. I see her curled up in a ball on the bed, watching TV. “Wy, I said I’m not hungry.” She utters with a heavy sigh. Her eyes fixed on the screen. “Not even for doughnuts?” Upon hearing my voice, Mira lifts her head and looks back at me. I detect the sorrow swimming in her eyes, and I hate myself for being the one that made her feel that way.

After we got to Devin’s place, I took a long shower to wash the anxiety and trepidation off me. I stood under the rainfall shower for ages, eyes closed, head back while the hot water beats down on me. I think back to Devin’s words in the car. If I had found a way to reach him, would he have come? If the years have taught me anything, it’s that love is nothing like the fairy tales you read growing up. Love hurts, and it devastates and makes you crazy. Love is like being dehydrated in a desert and drowning in the ocean. No matter how hard I tried, I never could cut those ties. I couldn’t make myself forget; I couldn’t make my heart forget. How do you erase a love that’s been permeated into your every cell, carved into your very soul? You just can’t. No matter how much you beg your heart to listen to reason and move on, you won’t. I haven’t.I’ve loved Devin since I was old enough to understand what love was. I’ve loved him from afar, silently, innocently. I’ve just never been able to a

“Mira, wait, you’re scaring me. Why are you talking like you’re never coming back?”“I don’t think I will be, Wy. Thank you for always being there whenever I need you. I’ve gotta go.” “Mira—” I hang up the phone and exhale slowly. If I know Wyatt, he’ll call Devin and demand to know what the hell he’s done to drive me away. Devin and I have been great, so he’ll be straight over here to find out what the hell is going on. All I need to do is stall Scott long enough till they get here.“Let’s go.” Scott takes my phone when Wyatt calls back, tosses it on my bed, and drags me out of the bedroom. I can hear my phone ringing as I’m being dragged down the stairs. I stop as we reach the bottom of the stairs. Scott notices my hesitation and yanks me till I’m pressed up against his chest. “I said let’s go.”I stare up into his eyes, and while he’s distracted, I swiftly lift my knee and ram it hard into his nuts. Scott howls and keels over, holding his crotch. In a state of panic, I turn to ru