Christian's POV I've felt so strange all day. I don't know how to describe it necessarily, but I also feel extremely tired. It feels like the life is being sucked out of me. His scent is even stronger now, even though I've changed the the bedding twice today and wash every single thing he's worn. But his scent is still so strong, I couldn't take it any longer so I left the room and decided to go for a walk. Cain has been busy with Reid, which I'm actually thankful for. I know that sounds strange, but it's so hard to be around him right now. When I'm around him it's harder to fight the urges... Everything that comes with preheat. But somehow I'm managing, it's actually working. I still haven't collected anything for my nest and the desire is fading to make it. I feel so weak as I walk through the woods but I push myself. I think this fresh air and exercise will help. As I try to step over a log everything gets blurry before spinning. I grab the log, trying to brace myself so I don'

Cain's POV Mary was in the kitchen this evening and helped me put together a few different dishes for Christian. I carefully carried the tray up the stairs, backing through the door once I opened it. I kicked the door closed then reached back and locked it. But as I turned around I froze.... I couldn't move for a moment, I just stared at it. After a few moments I snapped out of it and went to the table on my left then set the tray down. I walked to the far side of the bed where he made it. I felt the biggest smile spread across my face as I looked at it. I carefully examined it, taking every little detail in. Everything was so neatly stacked, each little shirt of mine placed almost perfectly, or a pair of my shorts, or my boxers. Everything tucked in and laid out in just the perfect order. The big white fluffy comforter laying on top in the center. The beautiful sound of his purr coming from inside. My heart felt like it was going to burst. I wasn't sure what to do, I wanted t

Reid's POV After making my way out of the packhouse I walked to the side and head over to the large fire pit where my Luna was. I chuckled when I seen Julian chasing Kyle who was running from Julian while holding Grayson upside down. Grayson was laughing uncontrollably with his arms flailing. Matthew stepped in and grabbed both of them, scooping them up while they both laughed. I approached as Julian finally caught up to them, desperately trying to catch his breath. You little stinkers! I told you guys no playing until you finished your vegetables! Julian said while out of breath. Both Kyle and Grayson made a sour face. Then they proceeded to stick their tongues out at the same time. "Yuck!.. We hate our veggies!" Kyle said. "That's enough of that you boys! If you want dessert you better eat your veggies!" "Aw man.. Father do we have to?" Kyle said whining. "Yes you do. If Daddy says you have to do something you have to do it.. I said trying not to laugh. "Fine... But I'm

Maddox's POV I pulled back the last layer and his eyes blinked open and looked at me with a smile on his face. I smiled at him as I reached in and ran my fingers across his face. He leaned into my hand as I did so, his purr getting rougher and louder before softening. I laid my chin on the edge as I looked in at him. "Hi beautiful!" I said smiling down at him. I brushed the hair out of his face, tucking it behind his ear before running my fingers across the side of his face again. I can't believe how cute he looks curled up inside of his nest. I linked Mary, who's working in the kitchen today and asked if they could send some food up for Finn. I couldn't bring myself to disturb him, to move him from his nest. I actually didn't want to. I was too caught up in seeing him inside of it. The sound of his purr is so different, It's still soft, but somehow different. Slightly louder, slightly rougher. And every now and then there's a little high pitch sound that comes from him du

Gabriel's POVI felt so nervous sitting here in Reid's office waiting for Malaki.I just know he's going to lose his shit as soon as he finds out I told Reid.He's been very adamant about no one knowing. He's also been very adamant about me not touching him anymore.But those few times, those few times I was able to kiss him was the most amazing thing ever.For a brief moment, his walls dropped and he accepted me. He kissed me back... His wonderful lips against mine, his tongue in my mouth, dancing with mine. The taste of his kiss... The way it felt when he held me back, his hand going to the back of my head and gripping my hair rough.The way he pushed me on the bed and continued to kiss me. His hands moving over my body and the sound of his growl..... I was in heaven for those brief moments... I was happy for those brief moments.But then everything crashed as soon as he got back to his senses, as he says.He would pull away from me and look at me with so much anger and hate. He even