Ella's POV" Where's my boy?" I asked Dustin. He was busy fighting with Alexander and I hope that my son didn't see all of that because that is not the kind of behaviour I want my son to see from the both of them. " He is with Isabella." Dustin said. " What was that? I have never seen you act like that before." I said to him. I have known this man for some time and I have never seen him be aggressive or violent in any kind of way, he has always been supportive, loving and kind. He is nothing like Alexander, a fact that ruined his chances with me in the first place. He was nothing like Alexander and at the time no man was good enough for me if it was not him. I suppose that is why I struggled to find some happiness, at my age I have only been with two guys. I also understand why I fell for Chad as well. He was charming, he was a smooth talker but mostly he was a ladies man, just like Alexander was and just like him, he hurt me. Now I have a chance to build something with Dustin. I

Ella's POVI am sick of it, everything, all the fighting, all the arguments but mostly, I am sick of being angry and unsure. A couple of days I had a heart to heart talk with Dustin. I could have easily lied and told him that I was over loving Alexander, that I was ready to give him my whole life with no strings attached but I would be lying and he deserves so much better than that. He deserves to know that being with me is not going to be an easy task. I know that for sure. Needless to say that he didn't take the conversation too well, he told me that he needed some time to think and so he went back home to Texas. I will say that it was not easy to watch him leave like that, I wonder if it would have been the same if it was Alexander. I don't know but I don't get why I can't just wake up one day and be over him. To wake up one day not feel anything for him. I was not sure that coming back home was going to help me in any way. All that I knew was that I was not going to live whole l

Alexander's POVMy life has been a mess and at some point, I didn't think that it would work out . Especially when everyone was coming for me. I have tried to clean up my mess as best as I could, even then I can't clean up the biggest mess I have created. As a man I have to sit back and reflect on all the wrong things I have done to Ella. I am amazed that she agreed to wait on the divide, I don't want it, I want to fix things. I know that I have wronged her, I am a dog and I probably don't deserve it. The same I know that I don't want to be without her. She asked me for some space, she said that she needed to get her head together and I want to give her the space she needs. The only problem with that is that I am going crazy being away from her knowing that she is in town. So much that I have made an offer to purchase a property around her area. The house is biggerand if things go well, it might be our family home. I am not going to give up on Ella or my marriage. I am willing to d

Alexander's POVI would like to think that I am not a terrible man and that is why I am fighting for my family. I know that my wife is upset with me right now and I don't blame her after everything that has happened but it is also made me realise just how much I loved her. I suppose it is true when they say that you don't know how much you appreciate something until you lose it. I have tried to tell myself that I can endure being away from her but it has been getting harder and harder everyday.I also knew that she could never accept that man that's wanted divorce so I am trying to be the man that she wants to stay married to and that man is a good man. I told my father to make me an offer and he has made me one and I have since accepted his offer but I hadn't told my wife about it. I didn't want her to feel like I was doing all of this because I wanted to get in her good books. I know that part of it is because of that but a big part of it is because of I want what's best for everyon

Ella's POVCarrying Bradley was hard on me emotionally, knowing that I had to give him up gave me sleepless nights, I even wondered if I would ever be able to go through with it. It was an emotional turmoil for me but physically, it was a breeze. The morning sickness didn't last long. Even the baby bump was not too visible, I carried him full term and at the end, I delivered a bouncing healthy baby boy, he was so beautiful, so perfect. I almost backed out of giving him up, telling myself that I would run away and start a new life with my son. I knew that a lot of women where doing it and while others where lucky to make a good life for their children, for others it was just too much to bare and as a result many others have struggled to do so. I didn't want that for my son. My parents have their mistakes but they gave me a good childhood. I got everything I wanted. Two loving parents and everything I could ask for. As an only child they gave me everything and they made sure that I was