Nyx's pov"Come in." He called before I could even knock on the door, he had smelled me already. I took in deep breaths, opened the door and walked into the office feeling really nervous.He was sitting at the table with his shirt half unbuttoned, his hair was scattered due to what I guess was running his fingers through it often and he looked really stressed yet still sexy, papers were scattered all over the table."Hi." I said shyly and he looked up at me. He gave me a small smile before standing up, walking up to me and drawing me into a big hug. He dropped his nose down to my neck and inhaled my scent deeply. I knew he did that to calm him down as he was definitely stressed out, "Are you okay?" I asked calmly as he drew away from me and placed his hands on my hips."I was losing it for a moment there, till you came in." He said dropping a kiss on my head, he needed me? My heart fluttered at his gesture and words as I felt really important at the moment, "Did you need anything?""Y

Lycus's pov"Here you go." I said handing the cashier my credit card. She collected it with a nod before swiping it in the machine, "Hurry up and pack it." I demanded and she quickly obeyed.I was in a hurry. I couldn't wait to get home to Nyx. I couldn't wait to see the smile on her face when she sees what I have gotten for her. I missed her for she had really grown on me with all the time we spent together.so you miss her now? Spyro snorted with a growl, i wonder what suddenly made you accept mate, it seems just more than breaking the spell to me.Shut up spyro, I grumbled at him knowing he was right. It was more than just breaking the spell. It was more than me not wanting to be weak. It was more like me growing feelings for Nyx. I wanted her now, I wanted to hear her laughter often, I was always lost in how her eyes twinkled when she was excited and how she blushed when I gave her kisses. Ever since the first day I kissed her, I couldn't get enough, I craved her in

Nyx's pov"I can see you have it bad." Willow winked at me causing me to blush deeply, "You haven't taken your eyes off him ever since the sprawling started." She was right, I was mesmerized by the movement of Lycus's sweaty body as he fought with his Delta. They said they were training but it looked more like a real fight to me, I couldn't believe it was just training with the way they threw blows and cornered each other."Are you sure they are just training or it's real fighting?" I asked willow as she took off her shirt leaving her in just a sport bra and some shorts."Of course it is training." She rolled her eyes, "But they take it really seriously as you have got to be prepared for anything."We heard a groan and turned to see that Lycus had toppled Judas, the Delta to the ground. He stood above him with a smirk on his face and his hands at akimbo, "Give up will you? You are no match for me.""I think not your highness." He said grabbing unto Lycus's leg and bringing

Nyx's pov The cool wind blew against against me moving my hair with it's rhythm and caressing my skin. I didn't know how long I had stood there for neither did I know when I had stopped crying.My hands gripped the railing remembering every cruel word I had heard ever since I was born. I always thought that when I grew older, things will be different that they will change for the better but I was wrong, it only got worse.I was glad no one had come to look for me here, not like they ever cared.But lycus cares, A small voice whispered to me but I shut it out just like I had shut Hera out moments ago.I stared down looking at the lawn below and then the forest in view and I wondered what will happen if I jumped down and hit the ground. It was quite really far maybe if I did, I will die and finally end the misery.what about Amara? That voice whispered again, "Shut the hell up! Stop fucking talking!" I yelled willing it to go away.My daughter will be better off without m

Nyx's pov. My body moved on it's own accord. With a heavy heart and blurry vision I drew my seat backwards, stood up and ran out of the dining hall. Their voices and laughter faded away as I got farther away from them.The stabbing feeling in my chest worsened as I remembered every word she had said, as I remembered how Lycus had ignored me. I tried to fight the tears from slipping out but It was almost impossible.He lied, I blinked my eyes.He used me, I squeezed them shut.Andros was right, A tear slipped.I got to my room heaving gravely as the tears began to fall uncontrollably. The pain was just too much, I couldn't take it. Why did I have to go through so much pain? What have I done to deserve all these? Why? Why? Why? Why me?I shut the door, dragged myself to the bed and laid on it quietly as I didn't want to wake Amara up. I clamped my hand over my mouth trying to muffle my sobs. The pain increased knowing that I couldn't cry out. I wanted to scream, shout, th