Lycus's pov The last time I felt this much pain was when I lost my dad, the last time I shed tears was when he died and now the pain I felt was more, the tears I shed were more.I was waiting outside the emergency room as the pack doctors, Xerxes, and different witches whom I had called for struggled to save my mate's life.And all of this was my fault, if I had just kept my promises, she wouldn't be in there battling for her life, I failed her."You son of a bitch!" A punch landed on my face swerving me to the side, "I warned you!" He landed another punch again, "How dare you do this to her?!" Andros was mad with rage and I let him take it all out on me, I couldn't fight back cause I deserved it, my mate was dying and Spyro detached himself from me which made me weaker."How could you?!" He grabbed me despite my huge frame towering over him, "I respected you to keep your word, despite being a king who is revered, you are a fucking shitty person!" He pushed me backward

Lycus's pov"Nyx…" Her name left my lips in a soft Call as a smile formed on them, "Nyx." I called again but she didn't stop screaming. She sat up on the bed clawing at me as I tried to hold her still. She suddenly became stronger as she trashed around the bed."Get away from me!" She yelled not being able to meet my eye, "Leave me alone!" "Nyx, it's me Lycus." I pleaded softly with her as I tried to avoid her hits, "Calm down please." The doors opened and in came Xerxes, My mother, Willow, Andros, and Amara. They rushed into the room looking horrified as her screams increased. Just then she slipped away from my grasp, rushed over to Amara, picked her up, and ran to the corner of the room. She clutched onto Amara tightly as she gave us threatening looks, "Stay away from me." She yelled pointing at me and my heart fell. It was almost like she didn't recognize me, like I was a stranger, "Stay away from me, you monster!""What is going on?!" I faced Xerxes yelling at him,

Nyx's pov. Those five letter words hit me like a ton of bricks as jealousy tore through me. I looked at him to see that he was blowing his cheeks out as if internally rehearsing for what was to come next. His head was bent low and his outstretched legs were now drawn up to his torso area with his hands gripping his knees tightly.I wanted to steer him to continue but I decided to let him do it at his own pace."I was eighteen at the time and vigorously training to take over the throne from my father." He continued, "So few days after my eighteenth birthday, I had begun to worry about not finding my mate cause other wolves of the same age grade as mine had."I watched him as he talked finding his present composure utterly alluring. It was like getting to see the vulnerable side of my cruel mate."I went on patrol with the warriors that night and we were thick into the forest when I caught the most magnificent scent." Jealousy hit me again at this statement, so he had m

Warning ⚠️ ⚠️ Extra mature content(bdsm, degradation kink, use of belt.) Please don't report my book if it's not your cup of tea, tnks💋 let's proceed:_____________Nyx's pov.Before I could say, lycuscalmthefuckdown! Andros was ripped away from me and in a flash Lycus had him on the ground punching him as angry growls and cries of pain filled the air.Look what you have done! Hera huffed and she was right, I caused this. If only I hadn't kissed Andros, he wouldn't be in this dilemma and now Lycus is going to kill him and I wouldn't have any friend apart from willow.Won't you go over to him and try to calm him down? Hera growled, You are just right here over thinking when you should save Andros!Right! I snapped out of my daze and rushed over to them while wondering when Hera took a liking to Andros enough to defend him."Lycus..." I called lowly at first but there wasn't a response, "Lycus!" I called loudly this time but he didn't acknowledge me. He just continued his assault on poo

Nyx's pov Dawn came quickly than I expected. To be frank, I wasn't able to sleep through most of the night knowing what awaited me once the skies lighted up. I had spent my night time pacing around the room while practicing facial expressions in the mirror between trying not to awake Amara.Could you calm down and be confident? Hera whined interrupting my thousandth practiced smile, with all your anxiousness I wasn't able to get sleep! She snapped and my smile broke.I am nervous, I do not want to meet the pack! I told her the exact eleven words I had been repeating ever since Lycus informed me about it, They definitely will not like me.How the heck are you going to be luna if you keep acting like this? She huffed and I knew she had a point. A very huge point. No one would respect me if I didn't even have the courage to face them.You do not need to worry, Lycus and spyro have got our backs, She added trying to ease me.That's not the point, I replied, what if I get b