50 (Part 1)Fly I wipe my tears as I change my clothes. Today is Reign’s funeral and we’re just having it in our backyard as Arthur prepare everything.After that night we haven’t spoke to each other ever since and he won’t even look at me and as much as he’s angry at me I am too. I’m in rage and right now I can say that we hate each other and I know my parents notice it but they didn’t say anything about it.I bit my lips as I put on a black dress. I sigh as I hold my tummy I’m still not use to it (that Reign isn’t here on my tummy and that she’s gone now). I ask myself every night on how to move on from this tragedy but I just can’t think of anyway and I can’t let her go because it’s not that easy as Arthur and I already plan our future together with our daughter and losing Reign made our relationship weak and full of rage.I didn’t bother to put some make up on and went to the table next to the bed and open the box that I’ve been keeping all the ultrasound picture I have. I also h

51 (Part 1) Back Emily’s POV How can the time fly so fast? It’s just like yesterday that I found out that I’m pregnant and now I’m still stuck home but Arthur is going back to work. Last week we said our condolences to Reign now we’re going on. It’s hard but has to be done. I know Arthur is giving me space because we’re both hotheaded and we just fight when we talk, I don’t know if this is better but I admit that this is making me worry especially that I won’t see him near, he’ll be far from me and I’m scared that he would find someone better than me. I’m watching him get ready and I’m still in bed. He’s attention is on me now as I watch him dress but I immediately look away, I don’t want to look clingy. I stood up on bed and went out of the room and went to the kitchen where Nena is. “You’re up early.” She pointed out. “Arthur’s going back to work.” She only raise her brows when I said that. “I’ll be bored here.” She smirk when I cross my arms as I seat on the high chair. “It

52 (Part 1)OutArthur’s POVI thought she’s getting better but seeing her out in the backyard while sitting on the ground is making me rethink everything. I’ve been hearing her cry every night too. She thinks she’s being sneaky by going to the bathroom but what she doesn’t now is that I can hear her. There were times that I want to go to her but every time I do I stop it because I know she needs space too and she doesn’t want me to see her crying. Instead when she comes back to bed I hug her tightly and I would kiss her forehead while humming for her to sleep. We might not talk about it but we both know she’s still unwell and depress and she can’t hide it even if she want to. She has been seeing a therapist and I think that helps too but it’s a slow process and we have to be patient.“Should I skip work? I don’t think she’s going to fine here alone.” I cross my arms and look at Nena.“Emily is a strong woman and I know you think she’s fragile but you have to be consistent on the deci

53 (Part 1)FlashbackArthur’s POV“I’ll have to pass, my wife is waiting for me back home.” Once again my co-workers ask me to come at the bar with them. I constantly decline as I’m not as I use to be but they won’t leave me alone.“You can’t pass again Engineer. You said you’ll come next time well this is the next time. I’m sure your wife would understand.” the other engineer agree with Eng. Bella but I can’t take off my eyes with her hands on my arms. I told her many times not to touch me like that but she won’t listen.“Fine, but I’ll go home after a few shots.” I said.We were on the way to the bar and I was about to text Emily about my plan this evening but I notice that my battery died down and I have no way to charge my phone right now. I sigh and wanted to go home right away but my co-worker cornered me and I didn’t have a choice and come with them.“Whoooo!” My forehead crease when we enter the bar and sit on the couch as Eng. Bella sat beside me and smile devilishly at me.

54 Smile and touch Emily’s POV “Are you going out again?” Arthur ask when I get up from bed early. “Nope, I decided to came back to work.” I smile but it shock him that it open his eyes wide. “You don’t seem pleased. You don’t like it when I’m near?” “No, it’s not that. I’m just worried. Are you sure that you can handle it already?” “I know that you think I’m weak but I’m done with the crying and mourning. I’m still sad but as you said we have to move on and this is my way of trying too. We can see each other more often and eat together.” He nodded and get up in bed too. “In that case let’s wash up.” He smirk and remove his shorts. My eyes widen when he start to approach me. “Together?” He didn’t reply and carried me to his shoulders that made half of my body upside down. “Yes.” He bit my hips that made me giggle and he even smack my butt. “Arthur!” I giggle when we arrive at the bathroom and he put me down. “Strip.” He said and look at me seriously that made me nervous wh