After an hour of nap, I feel like I am able to go downstairs and grab another bit of snack. I close the fridge in frustration, there is a slight sigh on my face as I look at the watch. It seem that there is still time at least I have about eight more hours before I go back home and have to face Dane again. For Dane, I have to say whatever I can say to him.How would I meet him and expose myself? What would it be like to be with him? How would it be to allow his lips and his tongue caress every part of my body. I mean will he doing this out of obligation? I ask myself, and I've never really known the answer. I mean, I wish I knew the answer. But then I'm so lost in the details of what it would mean for him to touch me like a man touches a woman. Just like Gina said, I'm supposed to pretend and behave like this is nothing. I'm supposed to do it out of duty, only for the fact that I want to find out who I truly am. I'm not supposed to treat it with concern. I know myself and I will

I can hear Georgina's voice and she is definitely scared. The second I pick the call, what I hear is the sound of growling. They are with her. My forehead continues to glow and I cannot even begin to put my feelings in a better way. I feel like shooting fire out of my hand once and it clashes with whoever and whatever. It will not be enough for me. I cannot stand here and do nothing about it. I definitely have to do something about it. As as time continues to go by, I can't seem to put my feelings in a single position. I turn back immediately and I'm not sure anyone is able to understand what's wrong with me. I'm feeling the need to actually fight and cross out everything that stands in my way. As I begin to rush back into the house. They must have told Dane what I'm up to because he begins to run after me soon after. Then, he gets to the car before me even when I started to run earlier. What is the matter? He says and I look at him. “My friend is in danger.” I say to him a

All, and sundry in the community comes together because of the fight that just took place. At least no life has been threatened and that is such a good thing that has happened. And for some reason my head is held up high because I just feel like I definitely put this fight under control. I made sure the problem was lowered. Dane and I are walking around, I am right behind Dean, as everyone's been shown, to make sure that there is no one with any form of casualty. That is too great. I began to see the eyes of the members of our wolf community and they are looking at me with something that looks like hope.And honestly, I didn't recognize it because I've never been looked at in such a manner. “No one ever gratifies me for anything the only thing they have done is blame me, curse me out and tell me what my curse stands for.”This is such a new beginning.I can’t believe that I am the reason for that sparkles in their eyes. I can't believe it. I stand still for a moment to understand i

The next morning, I wake up and I remember what happened the last night. It is like a continuation because I woke up with the feeling of it as I rise from the bed and I do not see him next to me. But then, I'm glad I do not see him next to me because for some reasons, I'm just really embarassed right now, when I'm on my own. “But still, I remember exactly what he did to me before we close both of our eyes.” I placed a hand over my neck and the evidence of what we had is right here. I look around and I realize I'm still in his room and I need to get out of here. I need to get into my room and have some quick shower. The moment I opened the bed sheet, I can see some traces of blood and I'm just embarassed by myself at this moment. I know there's really nothing to be embarrassed about.“It's because I am a virgin and there is nothing wrong with it, but I cannot help but feel so embarrassed.” Still, my face is flush as I see how naked I am, but I'm glad that I can find my T shirts at

The next morning, I get to school and everything literally takes me back to what has been done before now. I mean, I can't even close my locker without going back and thinking about it. It feels like like a joke. “Like…I'm leaving in some reality that is not true.” because this is Dane I'm talking about.”Dana and I have become passionate with each other. sharing a bed with each other. Doing that, which I do not even know how to tell Gina about and I'm just left in this space. Thinking about how I'm going to progress all of this and make it make a bit of sense. Honestly, it's it's a very hard thing to do to try to make sense of what we have right now because first of all, nothing is changing. “Okay, my powers are not erupting out of me.” There is no difference between who I am now and what I used to be. I just wonder if it is even working, or if we're doing this without caring about whatever happens.In a sense, I close my locker and right as away I see Georgina, and I feel like l