I'm fuming when I storm back into the area where Dane is not present. Rose followed me and she can definitely see that I am pissed off. She probably knows how I feel right now, even if I don't know how to put it into words. And I don't think anyone will be able to understand what Danes presence is actually doing to me. He stops me from thinking rationally and do I not want that. It makes me just want to succumb to the feeling of listening to what he tells me and listening to what he thinks is right and what he thinks is wrong. And I've had enough of that. I've had enough of being told what to do and when to do it. It's a crippling feeling that I do not want to ever feel anymore. Also. i do not care how long he stays here why he needs to be here anyway. All I know is that this situation wasn't easing. At this moment, I take time and just kind of fight with my emotions. I just close my eyes, trying to hold myself because I do not want to be out of control just for the sole reason o

If loving you means I have to look at you every day and remember how much it cost? My brother's left this world and I would never see him again. So maybe you did not remember that Maria. Or maybe you forgot.Maybe you felt it's inconsequential to you. But it's not inconsequential to me. I've lost enough I've really lost enough. I do not deserve to lose any more person in my life, especially you. “You are the boundary to all of this when I look at you.” I think about how it is an abomination to be in love with you.Don’t you see that you are my limit? Do you understand it now? Should I continue to make you understand how critical my position is? He says to me and I do understand it now. “I understand why he had to be away from you understand what it meant.” Yes, I did make it very hard to do be a part of his life. Knowingly or unknowingly everything that has happened now. He really doesn't deserve it but it has already happened.It is insane how he is shedding more lights to the obvi

I and Dane get into the room where everyone is busy socializing, and I can see Rose and Michael immediately stare at me. Georgina, on the other hand as a mouth open as they see me and him walk together into the room. I do my best to take my face away from them because they will surely make it seem as if I've made such a abominable thing. I mean, I understood that I was angry at him. And I said a lot about well that was true. I definitely was angry. at him. But right now we are both standing at a good place and I will not continue to hold on to the way I felt earlier because that has changed. It is not the way I feel right now anymore for some reasons, I can even hear the way Georgina is giggling as we walk towards them. I take a look at Dane and I can see how dominating his eyes are.It did not matter how many strong people were available in a room. The only thing that mattered was that is too strongly and proudly and he did it in the most admirable way ever wherever you went to.

When I say goodbye will be I did said earlier I just feel some kind of way because it is definitely exactly how I feel about everything I feel about him is an enormous wave of passion.And I'm just glad that him and I are still standing in the same place. I thought we were on opposite sides of one another but we aren't. And it feels good once again, to reconcile to that part of me.We are no more on two sides of a coin and after taking a very deep breath, I head towards my room, The moment I head into my room and immediately I see that the room is dark. I turn on the lights as I begin to head into the shower. After I take a shower and wash my hair. I can hear some distant noise coming from somewhere and I wonder what it is.I come out from the shower and Georgina enters the room immediately. What is going on? I ask her immediately and she looks at me. It looks like there was some disturbance outside.She is about to say something when Michael comes inside.“Maria, I need to speak to

When he falls to this knee, I raise my head in pride. He looks at me because he doesn't understand how he was forced to fall on his knee in the first place. "Get out." I say to him and release him. He gets up from the floor and flees immediately without looking back for a second. I turn back to the girl and she looks at me in gratitude. Dane and Michael head towards me after seeing how amazing I was able to control myself. I smile because I can already see it written on their faces that I did a wonderful job. Rose, also, has a fulfilled look on her face and she walks towards me. "This is how you will make them kneel." You are luna to all and this is just the beginning. She says and I smile. "Thank you." I say to her and I mean it. She made it possible for me to see all the areas of myself that were hidden and now, I could control power and the way it moved in me. Later, all together with the girl we later head out of the pup. We plan on taking her to the Temple with others whe