I returned home with Robin late at night and he went into his room walking past Mr Jane who was standing by the door waiting for us.I could see the pained look in Mrs Jane's eyes, I could see her heart also breaking piece by piece, I felt so sad for both of them.With what I have earlier heard, it also wasn't easy for Mrs Jane, she was seeking almost the same thing as Robin, they were both longing for love.Robin shut the door and I turned to see Mrs Jane standing by the stairs, staring at Robin’s shut door, she sniffled a cry and I went over to her side.She closed her eyes slowly like she was suppressing the tears in her eyes, she looked so thin in just what had happened today.She looked fragile and I can’t imagine the pain she had also gone through in the past, if what Robin had told me was true, if she has become an addict to alcohol then she has also felt so much pain to let that consume her then."I am not a good mother Ivana," Mrs Jane said immediately she opened her eyes and

Everything seems to be going as normal today. We practised for a long time and surprisingly I was getting good at it. Chloe was a big help and indeed I didn’t see myself as a doll when she used me to show the rest how to make the move.I felt like I was doing well and I was almost getting proud that I was the centre of the choreographer's teacher's attention when I tripped and fell on my face, making the rest of the students who already hate me laugh at me.Can this day ever go well for me?"Are you okay?" Chloe asked me as she helped me up."I am fine." I made an awkward chuckle to show them that I didn’t lose a tooth, no one ever dared laugh at me while I was in the countryside, but it was different here, not when I was provoking others."Okay," Chloe said as she turned to the rest. "We will all take it from there." She made a clapping gesture and the others stood up.I walked over to where Kate stood as we all fell in place to start the dance practice."We should teach them a lesso

“Let’s go.” I grabbed her hand and she looked at me with her big eyes in curiosity.“Go where?” Ivana asked and I smiled. She is a curious girl but one thing I love about this is how well her expression changes when she gets curious, her eyes enlarge and her lips are shot out, I don’t know how she does that but she looks more beautiful.“Grocery shopping,” I winked at her and led her out of the rooftop and she didn’t stop talking.“Why grocery shopping all of a sudden?” Ivana asked and I shook my head at her, I don’t blame her for asking that question, this was the first time I have wanted to do this.“You will know once we get there.” I winked at her and she narrowed her eyes, I was avoiding her question and was sure it annoys her.Once we were downstairs I could see the other student’s staring at us with jealousy, well they were not staring at Ivana, they were glaring at her, but I knew she was going to be in a lot of trouble later for making me hold her hands.I smiled when I looke

“Welcome, mom.” I greeted her as I stepped out and her gaze met mine as there was silence in the living room. I couldn’t tell if it was tears but it seems that was what I saw in her eyes as they locked in mine.She couldn’t say anything, she didn’t move close to me, she didn’t say a word and knew she was not going to say something else I broke the silence again and that was what I did.I stepped close to her and she still held my gaze. “Mom, I can’t hate you,” I told her and I watched her swallow hard like she was suppressing her tears. “I don’t want to hate you mom, I don’t want to have hate in my heart any longer.”I exhaled softly, I was also trying hard to suppress my tears. “I don’t want my heart to be consumed with hate that is why I am letting all the anger and all the hatred go away, I want to forgive dad mom, for all the hurt he had done, I want to love you mom, so give me permission to do that, give me permission to find that peace that comes from loving you as my mother.” M

Robin leans close to my face, his eyes flickered down to my lips again. “So, what would it be?” I could see the smiles on his lips so I closed my eyes waiting for the touch of his lips that was already close to mine as my lips moved up to meet his.“Get dressed.” I heard and my eyes flickered open to see Robin holding up my sports clothes and I bit down my lips in embarrassment. What was I thinking right now, would he kiss me? I was wrong.I grabbed my clothes from his hand when I saw the smirk on his face. I could tell he was fully away from what he had just done. I wanted to curse on him but I had to hold it back.“Get dressed and be out in ten minutes.” He flashed me a mocking smile before leaving my room.Asshole!I exhaled sharply as I turned to look in my mirror. Surely my heart is getting so corrupt. Robin was right, I shouldn’t watch movies too much. It is affecting my thinking. Just someone told me that when a guy is so close it means he wants to kiss.I hit my hand on my hea