I should walk away, no, I should look away and not watch this, why do I always have to cry when I see some other girl close to Robin?Was I in love with him this much? I have been dragged out here from my comfortable bed to see Robin hug some other lady.I took a sharp breath and turned around embracing my hurt heart, perhaps it is not what I think, it could be one of those random girls, by the way, Robin told me that he loved me, he told that I was the girl he loved and Hinn also confirmed it, Ryan said the same thing, but why don’t I feel it now.I took a few steps to leave, perhaps if Robin would glance up, he would see me leaving and push the other girl away while he takes me home or continues jogging with me, but I was wrong, this was not a movie, this was reality, and in the reality, when I turned back to look in their direction, Robin was talking to another girl away.“Robin…” I called out with my choked voice, it only came out as a whisper and was carried away by the wind, he

“That will be all for today.” Director Donald announced as the practice came to an end and we all got up to leave.“Ivana Kimberley.” I heard the director call out my name when I was about to leave so I turned to see him looking directly at me. It wasn’t the first time he had called my name out but it felt like I was about to be scolded.I made a mess during the practice. I tripped on my dance partner and also tripped on Katherine who was trying her best to avoid me at all cost. It was only out of luck that we didn’t injure ourselves. As much as I want to perform on stage, I was a dance mess.“Stay behind while the others leave.” The director said out loud and I waved Kate goodbye as she left with the others, while they were leaving I could hear a few of them saying I was finished and would be taken off the practice and I knew this would be the end of me performing on stage.“Yes sir,” I said out when the hall was empty leaving only director Donald, Chloe and Ava with me. “The look on

I was shocked to see Ava, she was the girl who had confessed her feelings to me while I was in the State, she was also the girl who knew a lot about me, I have told her that I can’t love her, I have told her about me being a mess, but what surprised me was the fact she showed up in this country.It had been a long time since I had seen her and she was dressed perfectly but the expression on her face was so sad. It was so sorrowful that I had to shake away the shocked look I had just to see the pain she felt deep in her heart.I had to leave with her while I know Ivana was watching us, Ava told me she had something to tell me and I felt pity at how skinny she had become that I had to hurry back home change my outfit and leave with her since she was waiting outside the mansion and I didn’t want Ivana or my mother to see her in order to avoid some certain questions.I took Ava out for breakfast, she had no appetite, she looked sick and so sad and I had to comfort her, I knew I should do

I drove into our parking lot and left the car immediately as I rushed into the house. “Ivana, Ivana!” I called out as I got to the living room, it was empty so I was about to go upstairs to go look for her when I heard some sound coming from the dining room, it sounded like someone was eating.“Ivana_” I walked over quickly but stopped when I saw my mother who looked up at me.“Robin, you are home, I thought you would be back late?” My mother blinked as she looked at my face then the smiles on her face disappeared. “Is something wrong?” She asked.I glanced at the table, Ivana sat down there with her eyes on the meal she was shoving into her mouth, she glanced up at me.“Hi, you are back.” She flashed a smile and I knew she was faking it, she was really good at it since it felt so real, but I knew better.“Robin.” My mother called out my name since I haven’t answered her question and I flashed a smile at her, let’s pretend all we want since my mother was here.“I am a fine mom,” I tol

I ran down the lobby to go meet Kate who was waiting happily for me as we looked at the big signpost. There were lots of students also giggling happily at the sight of the post.I turned to Kate with a big grin. “What do you think of it?” Kate’s eyes were bubbling and I could already tell what her answer would be.We were going to perform art II and act III to draw in sponsors for the anniversary and that way, anyone who is spotted could be rewarded and sighed with an agency even before the main show, I never knew this kind of thing happens in reality, I thought it was one of the many lies in movies but it was happening.“This is like a dream come true Ivana!” Kate made a happy shoulder dance. “You know, we won’t only perform on stage before the anniversary, we would have our images out on magazines and the news since there would be a lot of reporters, not to say if we happened to be picked by someone.” A huge grin appeared on her face. “it would be awesome to be signed with an agency