AMORATawny quickly jumped off me and my face flushed. Her mom was still standing by the door looking at her daughter with a look I couldn't read. Tee smiled, "mom... you're back so soon..." Her mother scoffed before walking in with a few shopping bags in her hands, "clearly... So according to you, When was I supposed to come back in my house? Later?"Tee didn't respond. I smiled shyly, "hi Mrs... I mean... Maa.." She turned to me, "I am so disappointed in you, how can you allow Tawny to do this to you?"Fuck! What do I say now.. To my luck, Tawny came to my rescue, "mom... it was really noth.." She was soon cut off by the older woman, "stop denying anything.. you know how far the hospital is from here. I can't afford to have Mimi sick because your huge self broke her bones.. get off this child...!" The last sentence killed me. I wanted to laugh my ass out but I couldn't since when she got in we were in a compromising position but not that much. Well I was soo thankful that Taw

TAWNY I felt my heart sank the further I went from her apartment. I honestly have no idea why I told myself to go there.. Hearing her say she loves and cares about Nash and then saying she's not gay.... that made me angry as fuck.. All this time she became distant from me because she's not gay and she loves her boyfriend. I tried to call her. Tried to talk to her and it took every peace of me the way she'd be ice cold or just be too busy. It broke my heart and made me feel like shit. Maybe she didn't love me, maybe she felt nothing for me that's why she didn't answer when Luna asked if she still loved me. I felt so stupid as I got into my car and drove back to my place, I've been open about my feelings and to hear her tell her friend how she loves her boyfriend just broke me. Was she lying to me all this time? Was I just a fill-up while she and Nash were having trouble? I felt so empty and betrayed... because when she was with me she loved me.. yet when she was with other people,

AMORAI quickly walked out of the hall feeling everything close in. The room was suddenly too small, the walls were closing in and everything, everyone and their voices felt like they were going to squash me in.. I was going to suffocate here and die... So I held my chest feeling like that hold would make a difference and finally close the huge gap I felt on my chest. I finally came around the corner and went to sit at a small stone that was there. I didn't care how I looked right now... because how I felt was somehow even getting worse... It was like some kind of vaccination. Inherently—maybe not inherently, and maybe not to everybody, but most people, perhaps I can safely say, are afraid of vaccinations. You would think the shot hurts the most, but it really is the anticipation and the aftermath that is disastrous. The suspension probably kills you—they can wipe down your arm with disinfectant, but what good will it do? The shock of the needle coming through will not fail to surpr

Hey.. you okay?" Tyra asked the second I walked back in. I sat down and opened my water, "yeah.. I'm cool.." She shook her head a bit and then I took my food and stared eating. "Collect the staff when you are done.. we are about to leave.." my mentor said and I stood up and did as asked after finishing my sandwich. The day went by pretty slow but I was thankful that I was out of the office. I don't think I could take seeing Tawny flashing her ring around.. even though she wasn't doing it, it felt like that to me, like I was constantly reminded of what she lied to me about. She'd drop everything for me.. and now she is ready to sing forever with my sister. Screw them.. they deserve each other. Around 4 pm, Tyra drove me to my apartment and I was glad I wasn't going back to the office. All I needed was a whole bath and food and sleep."Hey.. do you have something to eat at your place for you? Or should we grab something before I drop you off.." "Don't worry.. my best friend cook

TAWNYWaiting.... How long is someone supposed to wait for someone they love and want, to finally decide that they want them too..? Is it Two months? Two years? Or five years?A lot of us have that question. Don't worry, me too...See, when it comes to my heart I've leant the hard way that if what I want and what someone elses wants doesn't go together in harmony, the other person might drop you without even a word... With everything that has went on for the past month.. I realized that how much you are willing to do nor take nor sacrifice to be with someone you truly love doesn't matter... what really matters is how they feel about you. I meant everything I said to Amora... I meant every word and the only thing I needed was for her to be fully on board or tell me she's at least working towards that because I knew we have a long way to go....Now tell me this.. if they were two different people, would you rather be with someone that you love wholeheartedly... or be with someone who