Hayley ArresWords fail to show how much I enjoyed the gossip that continued traveling far and wide the entire clan.It wasn't even a news anymore, that Derrick was going to be a father, even without a Luna.Though the shame was that, the bastard failed woefully, in making me Luna for some stupid reason. The best part of it was the fact that he doesn't seem to remember any of it.Finally,I could breathe in peace, no longer having to hide anything.It was perfect.Sitting with Carter and Judah, nothing more seems to give me more sense of responsibility."Are you sure you didn't do anything…?" Carter was the first to ask."W..what do you mean?" I asked back."Aren't you supposed to be grateful? That since you aren't man enough to wave off some person's that would do all to stop you, somebody else is taking the responsibilities….?" I asked again.Yes,It hurts.I have always wanted to be with the coward, finally had the chance then boom…!!The tides turn.No matter how I seem not to thi

Judah LopezI needed to hear from her, the agreement she had with that bastard.Fuck..!!It wasn't only creeping me out, neither was it being easy on me.My entire life, I lived with regret in my heart, knowing there was a certain person out there, that would have come guard us like a shield.Yes,I knew who he was and certainly how he was to us, but the crucial part of it all was the fact that he left without a goodbye.I remembered how Anya looked like, in the span of just a few days.It was hard, but not anymore.If what Gabriel said was the truth, dies it mean he only wants to protect Anya?Or was he only going to use her to get Derrick?Our story was twisted.At first, I wanted Anya, as a mate and all. I wanted her to be my life and breath, I wanted her just as much but surprisingly; no matter how I move closer to her, she'd continually be far from me.Seemingly, my wolf felt empty.She wasn't and wouldn't be my mate, I discovered this early.It hurts more than being rejected.I

Hayley ArresI sat at the corner of my room, where I was always found at any point in time.To them, I needed rest, but to me, my doom seemed near. No matter how much efforts I put in it to stop thinking about the worse, it wouldn't burdge.How it got to this point is all in my palms but just under twinkling lights, everything changed.Alisha was more gentle on me, only making it worse for me to get a good sleep. Cathleen….Where's she?It was a deal from the beginning, a deal that I promised to end the moment I got what I wanted.But in truth, did I ever get it? What was the thing I ever wanted?Everything was no longer in my capabilities.Now, just like Judah reminded, I am nothing but a tool to get Derrick.That cunning god-damned Moore tricked me to use me, why?We were more like the same..!?Yes,The similar case we both have was the fact that we want more. It was never enough.The more I thought if it, the more reason I find Derrick and Anya to blame.They caused it all…Then,

Anya zhukouI continued working on what I heard, that it isn't over till it is over.If my instincts are right, Gabriel is aiming at something even more worse. Derrick and I are only just the key to whatever idea he might be having.I thought about it all through the night, I couldn't sleep nor do anything. It was troubling, knowing Derrick was the only person there, in their cruel hands.Nala, same as me; all she could do continually was to growl and groan… nothing more.It felt like needles, pricking hard at my chest, wanting to break me.What would I do if eventually I lose him to them? What if Gabriel uses me for his god-damned plan?I knew nothing to answer those questions but I know I was no longer safe, same as Derrick.It was funny, seeing that Judah used to be my friend,been Derrick.All my life I feared nothing more than being bullied by him but one thing struck me..Why couldn't I remember?Judah was long gone, leaving just my parents and I.They looked worried, the same wa

Anya zhukouI waited till the next morning that felt very slow and tiring.At every tick the hands of time seem to take, it felt like Gabriel was at the end of it all, waiting for it to remain stagnant.He passed,Yes,He made a fool of everyone, even with his own brother and nephew. Knowing it would be filed as treason, he went ahead to risk their lives instead.It was still hard to believe, that with a maximum of just a night, everything was wrapping out only to point at him.The asshole.Throughout the night, I could only think of the worse.To only guess of how wrong it would be if I don't make it right.Yes,The thoughts of Mira, her words the last time we met. Belle Delphine? Hayley? Carter? The orphanage?While we enjoyed victory, he was already ten steps ahead, waiting to plot them out.Fuck!!Finally, after what seemed like years, a new Dawn began.Somehow, it was peaceful and heart-wrecking. A calm before the storm should be the perfect definition of how it all felt.Prepari