Hayley ArresTerrified, my whole body wouldn't stop vibrating.I was sweating all over, my clothes already dampened; fuck, all I could do was to fold on my knees and cry out bloody hell.It was surreal,It was painful.I just withnessed how the maid that brought me out if the house only to run back inside, died..!!I sat alone, on wet grass, thinking it was all over. Bruises all over my body, one would think I was the murderer…Yes,I certainly am.All I remembered was turning it on. I don't know what it is.There was a friend of mine that played that game with me. He told me to turn if on, and then… like magic, everything went down to ashes.I was tired if crying…No,I didn't want to feel guilty.My head was bent on my bruised knee and all I could do was remain there, watching from the corner if my eyes, his our house burnt down in ashes.Mom..!!Dad..!!!They were there; I killed them.Not long after nothing was left, that friend stepped out, who was it?Cathleen..!I remembered he

Gabriel MooreThat bastard…! How could he? It was interesting from the beginning, that everything was finally going as planned. That I was finally going to get what I want.It was perfect from when Lorenzo left the meeting of elders.Though limitless to what really happened, the rage with which he left with was enough to disorganize the entire place.I watched the elders whisper between themselves. I watched how just a simple act from my brother made them all murmur behind his back.It turned out that there are some certain point of questions everyone wished to ask, questions that they all wanted answers to.Before I left to go after my brother, some of their words slipped into my ears, many that I have expected; but it was their mistake that led them that far.I should have been the Alpha, not Lorenzo. I should have dealt with him the according to how I planned it all but who would have thought he would eventually mate with Alisha..?As if it was not enough, they birthed a boy child

Hayley ArresThere's always more to why a person would want to risk it all. That's what I always believed in. A reasonable amount of experience..!Since the last time we all argued about Anya, I knew something is wrong. I knew it would no longer be the same if Derrick who became a puppet of mine either that damned wench.All my life, I hated him.I never wanted to be caught in his space, never wanted to breathe the same air as him. Things were a little perfect just before the coronation.For long, I didn't have to meet his sharp glaring gaze and even have a double mindset about Anya.She's good, the typical opposite of me.I hated them.Why…They used to be the talk of Shaynes Bradford's memorial ophanage; at least, that was what I thought till I figured Derrick was meant to be my mate.Ironic..!Yes,He was my mate.From that moment on, I have prepared myself for the worse. The questions that got stuck in my head never did let go completely.Why wasn't Anya his mate at first start..

Anya zhukouThe stress it took for wanting to find out more was painstaking..!I wanted to get myself back, to be myself again. I want nothing more than to be on the arms of my mate but it can wait.The conversation I had withy mother at the garden still held an effect on me.I was sorry..!No,I didn't want to care but can I.? It was impossible. A part of me argued it was their fault that all of these are happening, another part would argue that it was Gabriel but however, whoever it may be wasn't any of my problems since it won't solve the least of our problems.Derrick is Nikolai's, trying to figure it out. One of us needed a break.If anything, I would have said I was caught up in his story but would that change the love I have for him? No.I love Derrick, it's theore reason I need to breathe. Theore reason I need to calm down and think.I couldn't even get any answers from Mira, what more could there be..?I texted her, allowing her know I wanted to come over.These few days hav

Hayley ArresAfter what we had, what we shared, I could feel tears wanting to stream out but I couldn't allow it. It would only hurt more if I let go of it.Making up my mind as to what would make me happy. Yes,Having Derrick to myself till I ruin it all seemed to be the perfect thing to do, perfect to make me happy.I should have known I never have a space in that bastards heart. I should have known it would only always be Anya and nobody else.She continually gradually took up my space when I don't even think I have one, slowly getting on my nerves, wanting me to be more than what I already am.Who would have thought or believed that her mere present alone was enough to cause an enormous argument…?Nobody, at least not me.Living under the shadows of Gabriel, Derrick's favorite uncle and family. It is just like they say, your closest person might want you down.I was sitting in the midst of both Alisha and Lorenzo, Derrick's parents. The air that surrounded us wasn't one I wanted