Hannah POVAlot has changed in the last 5 weeks between me and Sebastian, since the incident on his birthday. Sebastian is no longer cold towards me, he doesn't insult me, nor punishes me, I would say he is trying to fulfil his rights as my husband. We don't converse much, ive come to know Sebastian isn't much of a talker and he is naturally quite dominant, but this doesn't bother me nor do i hate him. Quite the opposite actually, im not sure when, but I have slowly started to fall for him. I'm attracted to him in such a way that the mere thought of him coming home has me all excited and prepared for his arrival. I dont really know how to apply makeup nor dress my hair in any way fancy, but I have started to pay attention to what I wear. I have never been affected by any other in my life time, but the effect he has on me gets me all aroused. We have spend every night together and this is the only time he does speak to me, but I'm hopeful these are the first steps towards him completel

Sebastian POVIt's almost 2 hours since she has been in theater, it shouldn't take this long, but I guess Hannah may have started to play up again. However she had been awfully quiet after I had insterted the suppository, I hadn't attempted to converse with her as I knew she was still upset. The doctor walks into the room," Mr Agreste, we have successfully completed the abortion, do you want Hannah to remain in hospital or do you to take her back home."" I will take her home as soon as she is stable". I didn't want her to stay in the hospital as it would take her longer to recover and she probably will be reminded of the events. Hannah is wheeled in to the room, she is unconscious as i had ordered them to put her to sleep as I didn't want her to be awake during the process. I rung Mrs Flemington and asked her to prepare some soup and make sure that there was enough pain relief at home. I had been informed of the pain from possible contractions she may suffer. As soon as Hannah had

Sebastian POVI have been in the shower for almost an hour, the cold showers are ineffective, Mia was ineffective, trying to release myself using her images is ineffective. My desire has been on full display all night, I have never been shy about my needs however, today at the restraunt I was mortified at my bodies reaction and how I could not tame it. I brought Mia to the Agreste Hotels, spending an hour with her trying to relieve myself was unsuccessful. She no longer has the same effect, Hannah has ruined me for every other woman. I left her in the room next door, with her words still ringing in my mind,." You like her dont you?" It annoyed my that it wasn't just my desire I had no control over anymore, but I had also lost control over my behavior. She had observed me at the restaurant and recognized this. "i can't satisfy you, because you want her". I had cut her off and before she thought I held feelings for her and informed her it was just Hannahs body that I required. But t

Sebstians POVAs we walk towards some more luxury shops, Gabriel came upto me and asked me to take Elizabeth and Aunt, he wanted Hannah alone. I didn't know the reason but I reluctantly agreed. As we head towards the third floor of the mall. Aunt questions me about Gabriel and Hannah, to which I answer truthfully whilst Elizabeth giggles. We continue to shop for another hour or so before Aunt asks me to call Gabriel, " No need to call I know where to find them". Elizabeth chirps making me and Aunt suspicious. We follow her back down to the second floor, as she walks ahead I can sense the mischief coming from her. Elizabeth has always had a close relationship with her brother including teasing him an any given opportunity. She walks with confidence indicating she knew exactly where her brother and Hannah both were. As soon as we turn the corner I realise where she was heading, the luxury lingerie brand Pleasurements shop. I feel an immense degree of displeasure at discovering this,

Hannahs POVHe did it again! Why does he hurt me each time? I was on my way to forget everything and move on, I tried with Gabriel, but I just couldn't. I would never force myself to do anything. I told Gabriel I didn't want to be engaged to him, I didn't want to continue spending time with him. He promised to give me a choice, Sebastian had also said the same, but now they want to force me to be with him. Earlier Sebastian came into my room and forcefully tried to make me change and then all of a sudden he started to kiss me, why is he confusing me with his actions. Is he trying to hurt me more than I already am, well he succeeded. I had done my best to stay out of his way and to protect my virtue, but he won't allow me any peace. I get up to have a look at the ring he has left on the side table, I open the box and view the gigantic stone. I always dreamt of being proposed to after falling in love with someone. In my dream the engagement ring was one that I had designed myself. A sm