All Chapters of Bound to the Alpha: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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CHAPTER ELEVEN
For the second time in one day, I’m running away from someone I thought was my mate.This isn’t a normal thing for anyone. But nothing about my life has been normal, especially not lately. And this time, I’ve got it right.Or at least I think I have it right. It’s difficult to know for sure with everything that’s happened. It’s hard to pick out the truth among the trauma. And I constantly second guess myself.But when I look past my fears, I realize that Kole is my mate. I’ve known that since we first met. That’s why he scares me. Because since he’s my mate, he can hurt me worse than anyone else ever could. Rejection from Kole would be more than I can bear, which makes this all so much worse. Because I rejected him.I rejected him because I’m scared, but he doesn’t know that. I have to tell him that, even though I fear he won’t forgive me. I have to tell him and try to make things right. I have to face my fears if we are going to have a chance at making things work between us
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CHAPTER TWELVE
“What are you doing here?” I ask Heather, as I step back, wanting to put as much space between us as possible without triggering her.“We’re here to see you,” Heather smiles a nasty smile that only illuminates her horrible intentions. “You ran off after the party, and then Troy made that declaration of love for you. That can’t go unpunished.“I told you to stay away from him, but you didn’t listen. You completely ruined my birthday party.”“I didn’t mean to,” I say. I want to say a lot of horrible things to her, but there’s three of them against me and the odds aren’t in my favor.“And I told Troy I don’t want to be with him,” I continue. “So, you don’t have reason to be angry at me now. I’m not your competition.“Troy’s all yours. He’s not my mate. Now, I’m just trying to find my true mate.”“You think I want your leftovers?” Heather asks, her voice pitched in jealousy. “I wanted Troy to choose me. I didn’t want you involved at all. I had him all to myself. I never had to questi
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN
“We’ll see about that,” Heather scoffs. “I wouldn’t trust her at all.”She finally leaves though, leaving me and Kole to be together away from all their petty judgements and lies. “I’m sorry,” I say again. “I really am sorry. I truly do love you, Kole.”“I love you too,” he says, nuzzling against me. “But if you do love me, then why did you run away from me? Why did you tell me that you didn’t love me?”“Because I was scared,” I admit. I want to look away from him to hide my shame and embarrassment, but I know that’s not a proper apology and he deserves a proper apology. So, I make myself face him instead. If he rejects me, then that’s something I have to accept. I need to at least try after what I did last time.“I was completely alone after my whole pack was killed,” I explain. “It was devastating. I loved them all so much, and to build those connections and lose them…”I pause as I look at him. “Well, you know how horrible that is,” I say. “You know what that’s like.”“I
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CHAPTER FOURTEEN
“Wonderful,” Catherine says. “I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” Kole replies.“It’s okay,” I tell him. “I’ll hear her out and then maybe you’ll let us be, right?” I ask. “You can leave us alone to do as we wish.”“Sure,” she shrugs. “Hear me out and I’ll let you decide what to do from there, once you have all the information you need.”It’s not exactly promising, but it’s a start at least. I feel bad though for the way it makes Kole look uncomfortable. It seems like he really doesn’t want me to talk to her. But I already agreed to, so Catherine and I start walking down the river while Kole stays behind.As we walk, I realize she can probably hurt me if she wants to. I have better odds of fighting one person instead of three, but it’s still a risk. I’m still not in the mood for a fight.“It seems like you really think you love Kole,” Catherine says.“Of course, I do,” I reply. “I love Kole. He’s my mate.“I’m sorry if I’ve gotten in between you two, that was never my intentio
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CHAPTER FIFTEEN
“I’d stay away from him if I were you,” Catherine says. “I’m already in too deep, but I can tell that you’re not.“You still have a chance to get away from him before he ruins your life too. He certainly did ruin mine. He ended all the lives of the people he loved most.“And if he could do that to his own pack, imagine what he could do to you.”I don’t want to even think about it.I know Kole could kill me if he wants to. He could destroy me in so many different ways. He’s stronger than me. Faster than me.He won’t though. I know that he’ll never hurt me. I trust him.I still want to talk to him though. Not because I believe her, but because I want to get to the bottom of this. I need to get to the bottom of this.I start walking back to Kole and Catherine doesn’t follow me, thankfully. I’m a little surprised at that. If she does think she’s telling the truth, then I would assume she’d want to come with me to make sure Kole also tells me the truth.It’s simply more proof
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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
KOLE’S POV“How could you do something like that?” Kierra asks me, horrified.She’s looking at me like I’m a monster and I can’t blame her.“I ask myself that every single day,” I say. “And I still don’t have an answer. There is no good answer.”“I just… I can’t…” Tears form as she tries to scramble for words and I feel awful for making her feel this way.I feel even worse about what happened to my pack. How could I do something like that to them?“I’m the reason they’re dead,” I admit, as everything within me hardens so I can face this.It’s difficult to admit to, but it’s the truth. And I deserve the pain this will bring me. I deserve every last bit of it.I know Kierra is going to leave me. Anyone would leave me after that, but especially her. Especially considering her pack was also murdered.I should’ve stayed away from her. This is only going to cause us both so much pain.It wasn’t really my choice though, I know that. I couldn’t have stayed away from her even if I t
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
KOLE’S POVI return to the only place I know that feels like home, even though it’s just a shadow of what once was. I can’t help but wonder if going here hurts me or helps me. But this is where I end up each time.Back at the beginning. Back at the end. I can’t escape this place. I can’t escape my mistakes and I know I never will.I fall to my knees in the middle of the grove, under the pink leaves of the cherry trees. And I feel so weak. I’m so drained. I’m devastated.“Do I deserve to die?” I ask the ghosts. They never answer.“I’m sure you think I do,” I say. “I deserve to die after what I did to you. I deserve to be punished. I deserve to be unhappy for the rest of my life.“That’s why he left me alive. He left me to pay for my mistake by living without you. He left me here so I’d have to suffer each day.“And I… I miss you so much. I miss all of you. I’m so deeply sorry for everything.”I bow my head hoping that somehow they’ll hear me. I know they would never forg
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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
“Your mother seems like a wise and wonderful woman,” I say, as I step out from behind the trees.After I left Kole, I didn’t want to go back to my pack quite yet. I’m still not sure how I’d ever face them.So, I came here.Maybe I knew I’d find him here.Maybe deep down I knew there was more to the story.Whatever the reason, I’m glad I came. I can’t be mad at him for what he did. I can’t resent him for something his family has forgiven him for.“She was,” Kole says, as he stands. “She still is I suppose, wherever she is now. What are you doing here?”“It’s a peaceful place,” I say. “And I needed some peace.“Plus, we’re mates. I think that has something to do with it. Life brings us together because we’re meant to be together. You know that.”“I do,” he says as he walks towards me.My heart beats faster as he does so. I just want to be near him. I need to be near him.“I’ve always known that,” he says.“I know,” I reply. “I wish you would’ve known your worth all along to
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CHAPTER NINETEEN
“Get away from her!” Troy says. Our beautiful moment is broken by his demands as Kole and I part reluctantly.“Kierra is my mate,” Troy continues, his eyes red with fury. “She’s always been mine and she will always be mine.” Troy turns to me and I see all his pain, which is concerning. It’ll give him the kind of strength we don’t want him to have right now.“I messed up,” Troy says. “I get that. I should’ve stood up for you more. I should’ve stood up for us. I shouldn’t have let other people get in my head like that.“But I’m sorry, Kierra. I truly am sorry. And if you give me another chance, I’ll do so much better.“My priorities were messed up before. I didn’t even realize that at the time, but they were. I was focused too much on status, popularity, power. All the things that aren’t as important as the bond with my mate is.“I’m going to put you first, Kierra. I’m going to show you how much I love you. Things will be so much better.”It’s all the things I wanted him to say
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CHAPTER TWENTY
CATHERINE’S POV“What happened to you?” I ask, as I run up to the fallen wolf.He shifts into a human that I don’t recognize.“I was attacked,” he says. “I was attacked by a vile, awful rouge. And…”His face pales as a different sort of pain overcomes him.“I was attacked by a rouge and by the woman I love,” he says. “I thought he manipulated her and that’s why she’s turned on me. I still think that’s true.“But maybe it’s more than that though because she’s the one who pushed me off the mountain.” He pauses and looks up at me. “Can you believe that? The woman I love pushed me off a mountain. “I’ve known her for awhile now and we were in love. We were finally reaching that sweet point where we could be together. “And all of a sudden this man we’ve never met before comes in and suddenly they’re in love. Somehow he casts this weird spell on her and she forgets all about me. She pushed me off a mountain!”The story sounds familiar. Too familiar. “Is this woman’s name Kierra
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