Dawn- A beast, a fucking beast. I hate him to the point I want to kill him. And if possible, break his bones and feed him to dogs, and I'm angry and want to burn him because he touched me, yet again, having just as strong effect on me as before. I lose it, every time he’s near, I can’t think straight. His bravado knows no shame, he sleeps around with girls and he accepts it as if it’s a matter of pride. My skin burned ever since he touched me, he doesn’t love me and oh! How dumb I am to even consider him as human, to think he has what it takes to fall in love. He doesn’t, he lies to me about that disorder that doesn’t even exist and is so honest, so honest about his illness of sleeping around with girls, girls who are not his wife. He is a playboy, a fucking Casanova. I jumped up from my bed, he is going to leave, I don’t know when he’ll be back but I'm afraid I’ll wait for him. I don’t want to wait for him, his words clearly told me how dunderhead a bitch I was to hope for thin

Kai- Insane is not even a word to describe the emotion that I feel right now. I am losing myself to the anger that is churning with my mind within me. Heather is after me, the daughter he thought had escaped was now dead. It is all over the news, everyone is talking about the death, her body, the bodies piled up found in the backyard of their own lake house. And one of them belong to his own daughter Vanessa. I was foolish, negligent and lost, damn lost by the thought of this stupid, stupid girl named Dawn Amber that I didn’t care about the world’s fuckery. That I didn’t care about the upshot. I am here in Russia and the only thought hindering my mind is her safety. Valdine won’t leave me alone, he will take revenge. But how did he figure out that it was me? Nothing scares me but the thought of seeing Dawn in pain, even the thought. And I want to go back home, find her in her bed sleeping, eating, dancing, yelling and breathing. She should be there, breathing and breathing an

Kai- I'm at my lowest, the lowest I can ever get, mentally, physically. I am every form of ruined there is in the world of sentient. I am what I never was, what I never wanted to be, a body with no life and I never expected, thought, imagined for myself to turn into a living mess just because of a girl. A girl, 5’2, curly light brown hair, pretty grey eyes, perfect figure, figure that fits right in my arms, a being that adds life to everything dead, including me. She is not dear to me, it is just because of a vow I took, I tell myself but the way my heart is swelling upon the thought of her being gone, it contradicts everything that makes me- me. Marvin is back after signing the deal but I'm not one bit happy about it, if only I let Gerard abash me before her than leaving her alone. If only. He and his twin brother Banner are now tracking Dustin down, Seo Jung is keeping an eye on Heather Valdine and I---I am mourning. I killed Vanessa, I would’ve let her live but she even th

Kai- “Stop this instant, Dawn. You don’t wanna anger me.” I saw a tiny frame escaping for her life as I ate up the distance between us. “You’re shouting and---” She panted while her body spun angelically as she grabbed the pillar to take a turn. I resisted the urge to smile at how cute she was looking and I succeeded, “and shouting is a sign of anger.” I'm short on words, this is girl is sick or maybe I am to find myself in this mortified situation. “Dawn.” I growled as I saw her stomping down the stairs. “For fuck’s sake stop running, you’re gonna fall.” My eyes widened just as quick as my pace accelerated. “It’s better than falling into your hands.” She retorted, her long hair flailed around carelessly just like her body. She was either attempting to drive me mad or seeking to inflict harm upon herself, ultimately resulting in my descent into madness. I reached the edge only to find her jumping from the fourth stair. Fucking fearless. Where is that courage coming from? “What o

Dawn- Three days, three fucking days and he’s not back. I haven't seen him and I'm going crazy, three days however it feels like an eternity. Even his grumpy sighs assured me he was here, but he’s not and I do nothing but wait because I don’t know what else to do. A different kind of fear is gushing in my veins, a fear I don’t want to face, a fear I have faced before. Nothing, nothing makes sense anymore, I wish it did but his absence feels akin to the disappearance of reason itself within this world. No one is answering me, everyone is giving me gazes like they know it and I shouldn’t. I thought I made friends with Banner but he is a loyal man to his master, Nancy on the other hand is only giving me food which I’m least interested in. I remind myself that I need not worry about him but every cell in my body is filled with fear---fear of his absence prolonging indefinitely. I anxiously perched by the door, yearning for his return, no longer afraid of the darkness, and unwilling