Kai-I opened my eyes and found her sleeping next to me, my hand holding her firmly and a faint smile graced my lips. I don’t force a smile around her anymore, it comes to me as naturally as seasons.She's sleeping soundly next to me, while my body was hurting, she made sure my heart felt at ease. She made sure I wasn't hurting alone, and I reflect on what I said last night, and I truly mean those words.While grappling with illness, I thought being alone didn't really matter, but it does. Once you become accustomed to someone’s presence, the idea of being alone shifts and I doubt I can endure solitude any longer. Especially when the moments I spend with her are akin to the joy I derive from my books, or even greater, definitely greater.I’m navigating uncharted waters of affection, discovering the sensations of the being loved and valued. This is a novel experience for me, one that takes my breath away, one that effortlessly conjures smiles without my resorting to mimicking others i

Dawn-“Where’s Agatha?” I descended the stairs in a fit of anger, only to be greeted by drawn white curtains. The vibrant colors that surrounded us now resembled a monochrome film from the ‘60s.A sense of lifeless eyes observing me hung heavy in the air, eyes devoid of anything. Something happened last night, didn’t it? Between Kai and his grandmother, something definitely did.He fell ill so abruptly, and now, his gaze olds an emptiness. It’s as if I'm looking into an emotionless void.Kai, in his usual self, shrouded with white clothes and a charade of perfectly fine alpha male, Kai, in his usual self, tried to smile at me but failed pathetically, falling short of any genuine expression.“What would you like to eat, Ms. Dawn?” Said Nancy, in attempt to take my gaze away from Kai.“Has he eaten something?” Making my way toward her with cautious steps, I questioned with a slight whisper. Shaking her head reluctantly, she smacked her lips as though she tried to make him eat something.

Dawn-The first man that ever broke my heart was Ashton McCoy, but now, what I feel is twice the agony I felt back then.“I love you Dawn Amber McCoy, I love all of you,” he said ‘I love you’ as if it was an instinct and not words, “I love the Dawn whose mother abandoned her and I love the Dawn whose father consigned her to a self-centered, sadistic, heartless mafia,” he held my hand firmly, “I love the Dawn who made me want things like love over things like lust,” his eyes welling up with tears, “I love the Dawn who waited for love but found… found someone like me.” And the pace of his words died down, as if he realized he does not deserve me.I wanted to stay, I wanted to hug him, stop him from crying but I couldn’t. Knowing that it’ll happen again, “this heartbreak is better than a lifetime of ache.” I jerked his hand off of mine.“This heartbreak will ache for a lifetime.” He got up, his white pants torn, his knees bleeding just as his eyes. “Don’t do this to me, I’ll become the m

Kai-“I think Dawn snuck inside your office last night?” He gave me a serious expression, it was so unlike him.“By any chance, has she seen---”“Oh, no, no, no. She’ll find Gods by not the things I hide.” He seemed confident, I couldn’t do anything but trust him, the smirk on his lips assured me and I sighed helplessly.“How is she?” I questioned, appearing to be unbothered, and fixed my throat.“She misses you.” It’s too hard to trust this man, “just come back, she’s lost her smile, why are you being so stubborn?” He had gone to drop Agatha, and is unaware of what happened that day.“Stop it.”“Are you seriously going to give up on everything for her?” Banner who had been standing before me for hours finally chose to speak, I knew he was angry with me, but I hope he doesn’t take it out on her. She is my life.“It’s no use, I’ve tried it already Banner.” Kim murmured under his breath, reading every word through the file.“I won’t force you,” I said, “once I leave this world for good,

Kai- “Eldorado,” as soon as I disconnected the call, Valdine stood right before me, “Lucas is here…” making his presence known, he instigated me into killing him. I remained quiet, the presence of Dawn here is getting to my head. I couldn’t muster up the courage to look into her eyes knowing I’ll be hypnotized by them. I heard her voice, I t-touched her and I stopped breathing. To fully convince her, I’ll leave no place for rejection. “You owe me,” he continued, “I solved a mystery for you.” Constantly poking me, waiting for me to get livid, he kept on trying. “You remember Sion and Heaven?” He leaned forward and my eyes widened, immediately looking up into his, with nothing but shock and terror churning within. “Don’t you dare…” I tried to warn him. “Lucas has been following you ever since your little princess’ photos went viral,” he exclaimed, having a firm grip on my sanity, “when you were busy falling in love,” squeaked with a menace grin, “he killed those kids knowing how m