[N.B: This is what happened to Ryan six months before he died]RyanI shook my head with a sad look on my face as I walked out of her room. "Get out," she screamed at me, breaking my heart into shreds. Her voice was filled with hatred and anger. Her face wasn't as nice and accommodating as it used to be.She wasn't the same loving and caring mate that I married. She had changed drastically due to the mistake that I made. I wish I didn't kill her parents back then. But how am I going to know that they were her lost, gone parents?I slumped hard on the floor before the door with tears building in the corner of my eyes.I jerked up from the cold floor and ran into my room. I slammed the door shut and slumped hard on the sofa. I stood up from the chair and reached out to the liquor in the cabinet. I pulled open the cover and gulped half of the content in a go. It burned my throat as I continued to drink it but I ignored the pain. The pain I'm feeling right now can't be compared to the p

Natalie"Thank you," I muttered with a sigh as I returned from the graveyard. I shook my head with a sigh as I stared at the pack house before me. I felt empty and void without Ryan. I thought I'd gotten over him until today when I visited his graveyard. I know he remains in my heart. Although he's dead, he'll forever be in my memory. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I turned to Denver who stared at me with a sad look for a while before he looked away. I lowered my head. "Hey come back," I said, and he turned his gaze to me. "How may I help you?" He asked with his arms crossed under his broad chest. I nodded my head gently. "I want you to take a break since you've been guarding me for a while," I said, and he arched his eyebrows. "I appreciate your help but I would have to decline it since I'm paid to protect you,""And I like to stay by your side," he emphasized, and I gulped down into nothing. Her eyes brimmed with tears as I stared at him for a while. I felt emotional b

Natalie"What's wrong with her?""I hope nothing happens to her,""I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if anything happens to her,""She's going to be fine,"I heard familiar voices around me with a weak hearing sense but I refused to open my eyes. They thought I'm still unconscious. But what happened to me? I couldn't help but ask myself. It's a mystery to me about what happened to me earlier. It's really surprising and strange, I vomited and fainted. I think something is wrong. And I hope it isn't what I'm thinking. I whined in pain and forced my eyes open as I felt a pang of pain hit my head. Though I didn't want to open my eyes, I can't resist the pain that travels through my body. It's an excruciating and unbearable pain. I looked up and my gaze met Rihanna who rushed toward me with a worried look on her face. "How are you, my lady? Hope nothing is wrong with you," she inquired, and I nodded my head in agreement with her questions. "Nothing is wrong with me," I assure her

Ryan"You don't have to stress yourself to move out with me. You should have stayed indoors and relaxed," The old man, Felix, said. "You shouldn't have come with me because of your legs," he said as we both walked into the forest. A sharpened knife was in my pocket behind my back. I shook my head in disagreement. "I don't like staying indoors for so long. And besides, I'm getting better," I said, and he scoffed inwardly. I've been cooped up in my room for so long. I don't think I'll be able to stay there a little bit longer in the room. I need to walk around. Maybe it would process my healing ability very fast. I have missed my mate and everything about her. I'm sure she also missed me. I can't wait to see her again. She must be heartbroken and sad thinking that I'm dead. I wonder what she's passing through. I wish to see her but I can't possibly see considering my present situation. I can't leave the pack hurriedly because of my state. I'm sure the dark wolves would be lurking

Natalie"What's happening? What do you think I can do?""I'm tired and frustrated," I ruffled my hair and growled deeply with a cold look on my face. My heart burned with excruciating and intensifying pain. I don't know what to say or do at the moment. I clenched my fist with a cold and angry look on my face. I snarled out angrily as I turned my gaze to Rihanna who was patting my back gently. "You've to take things easy, my lady," she said, and I scoffed. I pushed her hand away from my shoulder and complained. "How do you expect me to take things easy when our life is at stake, huh?"She shook her head with a sigh and stepped backward. "I don't know what to do right now. I'm just stranded. I feel useless," I said, ignoring the pain that burned my heart. I couldn't believe that Damien had a deal with the rogues even though it was stated in the rule that an alpha or pack member shouldn't associate with the rogues. "You have to find something to do before it's too late. You can't