Aslan MurabakI'm a long time without sex and this is making my head create imaginations. Lemi knocks on the door once again, I take off my clothes quickly and put on a dressing gown, buying time for my member to calm down so I can open the door and not answer my rock-hard brother."What a delay to open."- he complains."I was just heading for the shower, I had two online meetings. What about you? Where have you been?" I lie to him."I was with the woman of my life.""Woman of your life? What do you mean?""I met my future wife, she's beautiful, kind and hot." - he sits in the chair."Is she Brazilian? You know what our parents think of foreign women, don't you?" - another crazy thing from my brother."I'm not the Sheik, the one who has to marry a woman from our country is you, because you can't grate blood." - he laughs and debauches me, speaking as our fathers speak - "I am second in line of succession and I do not aim to reach it, ever.""And if I resign? You will be a new Sheik of

Diana RodriguesOne of the worst moments of my life. People looked at me like a piece of meat in a butcher shop. My heart was pounding and my legs were trembling, but when I saw Juninho Bad Boy sitting with several girls beside him fear came over me. I remained motionless. The lights went out and someone held my arm and said to me."Dance Diana, you need the money, think about your debts, girlfriend give it your best shot!" - And just as she walked in, she walked out. The central light was illuminating me, I was the attraction and showing myself off to all those men who were there thirsting for lust. When I took off the cape that covered my body, I let all my shame and my morals fall with it. I was going to dance and please, earn the money. My family was in the crosshairs of the guy watching me and screaming underneath like a madman. I always liked to dance at home, alone, when I was a teenager and my mother worked outside I turned on the radio at the highest volume and danced while

Diana Rodrigues You are my best friend, but I was ashamed of you who were always so good. I prostituted myself for a while. I worked in another hotel and there I met this world. I resisted a few times, but I needed to pay the rent and the money wasn't enough, so I subjected myself to going out with other men for money. I don't repudiate those who do it, but it is difficult, words from someone who has been through that life. Some people like to do it, others because they need to and others because they get stoned."Some men would come into the hotel and check in and say they were waiting for a person. When the person arrived and identified themselves, I was horrified, many of them had their wedding rings on their finger and pictures of their children and wife in their wallet when they went to pay. I found it so disgusting. At that time I had not yet assumed that I was homosexual. I watched everything that happened until the invitation was made to me. I refused a few times, I didn't wan

Diana Rodrigues"Well, I'll leave the prescriptions and the test orders ready. And you are already discharged, a nurse will come to help you, I will accompany her - we both left the room and I was ashamed to look at a man as handsome as that - Well, I don't know how to broach the subject with you, but are you worried about the hospital bill?""I am terrified, I don't have much money, as you can see we are simple people, and until now I don't understand why they brought my brother here, I know he crashed a luxury car, but the car wasn't his and we are going to have to pay for both car and hospital.""Your brother was rescued by me, I was going to my house and the accident had just happened, I did first aid and we called the ambulance. That's why he came here, I accompanied him.""A you were the one who brought him here" - my face of disappointment was so big he noticed."I know you're worried, and I only brought him here because the hospital has a program to care for patients who can't

Diana Rodrigues"Calm down, we'll manage." Renata tries to make me calmer."I'm scared. That was a threat and he's willing to do something bad - "I didn't want to date anyone, but that's not an option" - she pulled me into the same dressing room."We all think like that, but when we don't have the money to pay the bills and can't buy basic things, unfortunately it's one of our last ways to go and then you just keep going" - she made circle gestures with her hand."If my mother knows I'm here, she'll be very sad.""You are here to pay her dear son's debts, Diana. And don't think about your mother. Have you decided about the dates?""Yes, I will" - I ducked my head in shame to say the hardest yes of my life."Are you sure? There's no forgetting the memories afterwards girlfriend, the money is worth it, but some memories you will carry for the rest of your life. I carry mine stored in a little box inside my heart and they are not good" - this time she puts her head down and takes a deep