Chapter 9: Fucked UpVictoria Abbel's Point of View"You bought a lot of things, should I still buy groceries?" Bungad sa akin ni Carla. May hawak itong purse at mukhang aalis na upang bumili ng stocks para dito sa bahay. When Trevor and I reached the driveway, I hurriedly went out and walk straight inside the house. That's where I saw Carla."Just go Carla, I bought this for myself." I said, niyakap ko ang mga binili ko at dumiretso sa loob ng kwarto. I put everything on my bed. I was planning to eat all of these. Maganda mag stress eating ngayon, lalo na sa sitwasyon ko. I open my laptop ang started watching a series in Netflix. Hindi ko namalayan kung anong oras na, kaya pagtingin ko sa orasan ay nagulat dahil alas diyes na ng gabi. Kaya naman pala, natapos ko na agad ang isang season. Oh shit! I mentally cursed when I realized that I forgot something. Hindi ko pa pala binibigyan ng pagkain ang nanay ko! She must be starving.I hurriedly went downstairs. Nakapatay na ang lahat ng i

Chapter 11: The DinnerVictoria Abbel's Point of ViewNagulat ako nang biglang may kumatok sa pinto. I get all the notes scattered on my bed and hid them under the pillow. I even hid the remaining crumpled paper under my bed by kicking them."Bakit?" Sabi ko agad nang mabuksan ko ang aking pinto."I mean, why?" I said when I saw Carla in front of my door. Nagulat kasi ito dahil sa aking pagtatagalog."I'm going home, now. The dinner is served, eat when you feel it. I also got my salary today, thank you." She said. Tumango lang ako sa kanya at hinintay na siya ay umalis. I just really wanted to decipher the codes right now, na mula sa mga scratched paper ni Trevor. I felt like I'm invading his privacy but I'm Tori Abbel. I am always curious and I always find a way to satisfy my curiosity.Pagkatapos umalis ni Carla ay lumabas na rin ako to have dinner. Pero pababa pa lang ako ng hadgan, I saw Trevor across the room and met his eyes. Hindi pa rin ako nasasanay na dito na nakatira si Tre

Chapter 13: The ConfrontationVictoria Abbel's Point of ViewI looked at Trevor walking towards the two police officers. Hanggang ngayon ang lakas pa rin ng tibok ng puso ko dahil sa maaring mangyari sa kanya. Everything is just coming back at me. The moment when he asked me to accompany him to the hardware store, the things he bought there, his scratch papers, and about last night when I felt the something sticky on his shirt. And that is blood! It's so weird. And now, the news about Dean's death broke out and everything is just messed up. For God's sake, there are two police officers at our freaking door! At mas lalong hindi ako makapaniwala na parang wala lang na nakatayo ang mabutihin kong pinsan. "No! Trevor is not here!" Bigla na lang lumabas ito sa aking bibig. Kaya naman napatingin si Trevor at Nikos sa akin. Nikos looked me as is he's asking what game I am playing at right as of this moment. But what could I do? Turn Trevor in? No way. I couldn't believe myself. Ilang beses

Chapter 15: The Cold EveningVictoria Abbel's Point of ViewThis one-week suspension is surely killing me from the inside. I sighed and rolled my body in the bed.I only heard that Nikos went back in the Philippines yesterday. Hindi man lang siya nagsabi sa akin. But then again, nagkulong lang naman ako sa loob ng kwarto ko ng ilang oras. Besides, his job is done at wala naman na siyang iba pang gagawin dito. I still couldn't believe that Dean is dead for unknown reason. It's just so sudden. And Trevor still giving me the cold shoulders. Nothing is new.His purpose here is still a mystery. What I know about Trevor is that he always has a plan. And this is one of the reasons why I liked him back then. He's decisive and he never acted based on his feelings. It's always about logic. Maybe, that is one of the many reasons why I am attracted to him. Geez, lahat naman siguro ng babae ay na attract sa ganong lalaki at hindi rin ako naiiba. He's a genius. Plus, he's really handsome and gorgeo

Chapter 17: The Melancholic EntriesVictoria Abbel's Point of ViewI focused my attention to my phone that keeps on vibrating. Remind me to kill whoever this is. Medyo panira sa ginagawa namin. Kanina nga lang ako nagkaroon ng lakas na loob halikan si Trevor, and he happened to kissed me back, tapos magagambala pa ng kung sinong Pontio Pilato itong kanina pa nagsisend sa aking ng notification. Sinabunutan ko ang sarili ko at sinimulang buksan ang aking phone."This better be good," I muttered to myself and click my email account.Dear DisneyPrincess,Hello there! I've never heard you for a week. Do you already forget that I still exist in your life? Or have you already found something interesting to do? Anyway, these past few days my life has been going into a roller coaster ride, in case you are wondering. For some reason, I am having random thoughts and I suddenly thought about you. So, I am sending you this e-mail to let you know that I am still alive. I have a lot of things to say