LexyI rolled a little from my bed.My head slightly ached and I groaned a little.I opened my eyes slowly and met a looming darkness with dark huge curtains, with no source of real light.Then it hit me, this wasn't my room.I jerked up and sat down."Hey, you're awake".I was acquainted with this British accent.I looked around the dark room and then my eyes landed on him slowly.He's sitting right beside me on a chair wearing a tank top, and for the first time since I've been here, I'm finally able to see he's tattoos in a better view.He had tattoos everywhere on his left arm and it disappeared under the top.His long hair is packed up but very much messy and it's everywhere on his face.His eyes.His eyes are so pale blue, you might think he's blind.He had a silver chain dangling on his neck and he had his left ear pierced.Typical picture of a Greek god.Then he started giving me a confused face and I guess I was staring too much."Where am I?", I asked almost in a whisper."My

So I think something is up and I have no idea what it is. I still kept thinking about Amber apologizing to me and it feels unreal.I told Sam about and she confirmed that there's definitely something up his sleeves.It's either he wants me to do something for him or I don't know.But then there's nothing I can think of that Amber would want from me.Then Sam suggested that he was probably horny and just needed me to be on his nice side so he could have sex with me which I totally cringed at honestly.I knew he wouldn't stoop that low, he could have sex with anyone he could ever want..And that made me feel a little big angry..He could have sex with anyone he wants and I'm here being tucked up in his house unable to talk to anyone.Unless I could seduce James or Aaron to sleep with me 😏😏But that would be a totally bad idea.But whatever his plan was, I should enjoy the benefits.I needed more space for painting, maybe I could ask him to get me my own mini art studio here to keep my

So basically I'm standing in front of a cabin holding my suitcase like a three year old.I was thinking okay maybe he had plans of like a hotel or something, or a reservation in a beach or a trip round Dubai or Hawaii or something, but I was so wrong..We were in the middle of an island, I freaken lonely island!!"Is this a honeymoon or an escape from home?", I asked."Why?"."Because we're like the only people on this island it's going to be boring", I said."It's good, gives us more privacy, c'mon let's go see the inside", he said and led me into the wooden house.It was pretty and petite, wasn't built for luxury but it was perfectly fine."Like it?", he asked.I shrugged, "It's okay", I said.Then a speed boat pulled up on the shore."Excuse me", he said and went outside.I dropped my suitcase and decided to look around.Okay first I gotta pee, where's the bathroom.I ran outside to meet Amber and ask him where it was.I got outside and he was talking to this guy."Look I'll keep h

Lexy has been driving me crazy lately and it's killing me inside.I don't like this feeling because I'm used to getting every woman I ever want but she's making me suffer.I can't believe I'm married to this woman and I'm not even allowed to touch her.I can barely sleep at night because the only image that keeps playing in my head is her breasts and how big and beautiful they are... that and because I'm sleeping on the couch in the living room.Sometimes I'm like... fuck whether she forgives me, just get her...but then for some unexplainable reason I just can't.I stare at her body everyday and I imagine the unexplainable things I could do to her if she would just let me, fuck I can't believe I'm this desperate... like I'm craving a woman right now.Then I realized I haven't fucked since we got married, and that's surprising because I could barely go a week without sex.Now seeing her this sexually arousing everyday is giving me a hard time to even think properly... I just wanna do r

Amber...The ride back was pretty quiet.No arrogant Lexy yelling at me for driving the speed boat too high or anything.She just held me closely all through the ride.When we got back, she seemed tired and yawned tiredly and walked inside the house.I stayed back a little longer and to wait for the other guy at the end of the dock to come get the boat and then when he came and got it, I went back inside.For some reason, I felt slightly relieved telling Lexy all that stuff today.I mean I didn't even tell her the whole story and it felt so good letting it off my chest.It suddenly felt like she felt sympathy for whatever reason.Something I don't want from anyone.Another reason why I don't go around telling my story to people, because I don't want them feeling bad for me, it makes me weak.And she looked a like she felt sorry for me.But the feeling was satisfying.Like she understood everything perfectly fine... like she's in my shoes.Fuck.I strolled back into the cabin, the door