LexyI yawned tiredly and got out of bed. It was dark and everywhere was quiet.I got out of my room and walked through the hallway. Everyone must have gone to sleep.I passed through Amber's office and it was opened, he was sitted on his table, face down doing a whole lotta work.Surprisingly, I had no control over my legs and I saw them moving towards his office and then I shut the door behind me.He looked up at me and his eyes landed on my legs.It was at that moment I realized that I was in nothing but a shirt that barely covered my nude ass.it was too late to run away because he had already stood up and was walking towards me slowly.I started walking backwards till my back hit the door and he was right in front of me.He placed one hand in his pocket, and the other on the door, trapping me, our bodies only inches away."W.. what?", I hear myself asked.He used his thumb and fumbled with my bottom lips, looking at it viciously."Are we going to keep pretending like we don't fee

Lexy.So guess what? I'm in a Limo wearing this very tight sea green dress that has more than enough to show and stuck in between James and Amber murmuring and grumbling.Now guess what happened?I got back from my studio today a bit earlier than usual because I wanted to come back and relax and chill because I've been stressed out.Right after I took off my clothes and sank into the warm bathtub , my bathroom door bursted open and there was was Amber dressed in this hot black suit with no tie on looking effortlessly handsome as usual.This is how the story went."What the fuck Amber, privacy! what are you doing in my bathroom??", I shrieked sinking myself down into the bathtub so that he won't see my nude body.He chuckled, "You were effortlessly walking around with no bikini top and Gstrings when we were in the island so basically I've like seen you naked already", he said."So?? and what gives you the feeling that you can just barge in??? , I shrieked again.He rolled his eyes, "I

Lexy."I don't know, but I think I just built this invincible wall between the both of us again, I don't know", I grumbled.Sam patted my head, "It's not completely your fault, I mean you don't want to open up and he can't judge you for that tho", she said.I stared at my canvas and realized I hadn't painted all morning, just been here sulking about Amber."You needed to see his face when I told him that, he looked really hurt, and his pancakes are actually really nice...I don't know I feel so weird now ", I groaned."Has he spoken to you since then? or have you tried talking to him?", she asked."He's never at home again, I mean he said he was gonna start picking me up from here but he hasn't showed up since then, and then last night I deliberately stayed up till like past midnight when he came back, and when I went to meet him he was too busy in some shits and he looked like he was in a very terrible mood, James told me to just leave him alone that he's having issues with his dad ag

3 weeks...three fucken weeks and Amber hasn't spoken to me.. it's fucken killing me.I can't even draw anything reasonable without him drifting his way into my mind.I don't know but he's been rather calm lately. He's barely at home and the few times he's around, he's in his room or he's in his office.I've been trying honestly .... maybe a little too hard but I'm looking really stupid these days just trying to get him to talk.I'm sorry but I'm lonely in this place...most of the time I talk to James, Aaron and I don't really relate that well and Asher isn't a social person. Mrs Williams has a lot of things doing and Sam has work to do.Honestly if I didn't get this studio....I don't know how I would have survived But I still need company..I know I said I wanted every damn space and all....but like it's way too much.And I feel like we just started getting along... now this?I looked at the time....it was 10:56pm.I could actually stay longer till like midnight honestly... because th

Lexy...I rolled a bit for the 1000th time that day and to My greatest surprise, those huge soothing hands weren't around me anymore.I opened my eyes, the bed was empty..be was gone.How the fuck did I not know?Everytime he stirred in his sleep I'll be forcefully woken up and I'll have to hug him tightly and tell him to go back to sleep.Gosh he's such a big baby.I don't think I want to go to work today... might just stay back a little and hope that Amber actually tells me why he's been off lately.I got a better view of his room...Damn it was huge and gloomy goshhhWhat kind of dark aesthetic is this???I feel like ripping off those scary drapes and replacing them with something less creepy... But I can't, this isn't my room either way Last time I was here I couldn't really see the room, but now is creepy.I rolled out of his bed and walked out of his room quietly and went into my room to freshen up.***An hour later I was done and went to find Amber.He was having breakfast