MonnaI just wanted to apologize to Ivan for fighting his concubine and getting her kicked out. I took the cake I baked with the help of Isa to the room Isa pointed to as Alpha Ivan’s room but couldn’t summon up the courage to knock.What if he’s still mad?What if he gets my gesture wrong and decides to kick me out too?What if he isn’t mad anymore?What if this cake makes him forgive me for good?Or what if he throws it in my face?Series of what ifs kept popping out of headI decided to go back to my room and avoid causing more trouble for myself when his door suddenly burst open and Rowan ran out like a kid, what shocked me more was seeing Alpha Ivan running after him. Never have I ever imagine to see this side of the devil Alpha. I can’t wait to tell Amy all of this when I finally meet with her.From baking to apologizing I found myself in this over beautiful and breathtaking Lake. I’ve once been to a lake at Crescent Moon but compared to this magical lake it is just like an aba

“Katie stop,” Rowan said. I guess he’s also wondering why Katie was bringing up the issue again.“What?” She asked innocently. “I’m only asking him a harmless question” she finished with a pout“Just stop it and let’s eat these delicious cakes already,” Rowan said to close the discussion but Katie isn’t done yet.“Awww. I’m really not invited then” she said again“Katie, it’s a packed ceremony, every member of Scarlet is invited” I answered her with the hope that she will finally keep quiet about it but I was wrong“ so why didn’t you invite me? Because am your ex?”“Katie. Stop it right now” Rowan urged in annoyance. I am getting annoyed too, good thing Monna isn’t here or what would she be thinking of me right now?“Let him answer Rowan,” she said“No Katie, the official announcement isn't out yet and you're not my ex,” I said to her for the nth time since high school.“How can you say that…” Katie started but Rowan cut her off“Katie I said stop it” Rowan almost yelledKatie, Rowan

Ivan“Monna?” I called to confirm if it was really her in the hallway. Her reaction confirmed that it is indeed her. But why was she sneaking in?“Come here” I called to her to join me in my father’s garden. He loved plants and flowers a lot so when he died I personally took over the garden. From the weeding to planting to willowing tó dressing, I did all required activities on the garden single-handedly. And made sure no one else stepped a foot in here aside Rowan. It is another safe haven for me. But why did I call Monna inside? Why is it not irritating me that she’s walking into my precious garden right now?“Good evening Alpha,” she said with her head down“I’m so sorry Alpha, I really didn’t mean it, we lost track of time and … and…” she blurted shakily. Oh that’s why she’s sneaking“Relax Monna, you’re not some prisoner” she snapped her head up immediately I said that“How old are you?” I asked“I’m eighteen alpha” she replied“Well, you’re an adult, a young one though, but you

IVANIf there is somewhere I’ve desperately wanted to be, it will be with Monna, right now, getting a taste of her lips and hearing her soft gasp but here I am, dressing in a tuxedo ready to announce Bella as my mate. I haven’t heard from Leon since this morning but I understand why he wouldn’t want to speak with me, even I hate my self for what am about to do to both Bella and my beautiful mate Monna. But I had no choice at this point, I have to be an Alpha, I have to be strong enough to protect my pack and I have to of course avenge my late father and his comrades, I have to get justice for my mother and every other woman that was molested by those bastards. Bella has clearly been in high spirits since yesterday. She started making preparations of clothes, shoes and jeweleries to wear to the announcement and for the past hour I’ve been stuck with her throwing different dresses on and changing them all over. She’s so obsessed with looking the best in the dinner that she would put on

I kept pacing back and forth at the back stage of the podium in confusion, what the fuck did I do? Damn!!!I was so carried away with jealousy and Leon’s urge and pull that I went ahead and kissed Monna again. The kiss woke up every thirst and brunch in me that I was back to questioning my decision to put my pack first.Put it together Ivan. Put it together. I kept on reciting in my head like that would make all the guilt, confusion, pain and anger I have all bottled inside right now.I’ve never been more confused!‘Just take Monna as your mate already Ivan’ Leon screamed in my head‘I can’t do that Leon, you know I can’t, not at this time’‘But I love her!’ He screamed‘I love her too Leon’ I screamed back‘Then mate her not that bitch!’“Ivan, are you okay?” Rowan suddenly touched my shoulders from behind.“Man, I’m confused as fuck!”“What’s going on Ivan, heard you’ve been pacing the whole area?” Rowan asked with worry on his faceI was about to explain everything that happened w