Chapter 29Amanda's POV"This is all I am asking, soon we can make love always but right now, a lot is going on in my mind, so please.”He didn't say a word to me, I knew he was not happy at all with me but I really don't know why I can't have sex with him, I need to get myself better before any new things like this happen again."Do you still love me or him?” He asked after he took his seat."I love you, that's all that matters, others don't matter anymore.” I walked to him just to make him understand me."Okay fine, you know I can never get mad at you though It hurt me so much, I miss you Amanda but I am willing to wait.” He held my hands and it was just a relief seeing he didn't argue or want to force me against my will."Thank you so much.” I said and hugged him in the process," So, I guess I better take my leave now so I don't get tempted by you again.”"Really?”"Yes my love, you know you look so beautiful and irresistible, I might be able to control myself now but a few minute

Chapter 31Amanda's POVI rested on my bed and was restless all through, I hate every single thing that is taking place right now, what am I going to do now?Smith called me non-stop and I refused to pick up because I was really upset about everything. If he loves me, why didn't he just give her the divorce documents and we will no longer be separated at all?Seeing his call one more time, I decided to pick up, "What is it?”"I am sorry, please step out let's talk my love, you know I can't leave you this way unhappy.”"Go to your wife, I know you love her so much so it's understandable,” I added."Oh come on my love, you know I love you more than anything else in this world and for your sake, I am willing to disobey my family, come on, believe me.” He added and I let out a smile saying, "You have just five minutes.” I ended the call and stepped out of my room after wearing something easy.I opened the door and he was out there waiting patiently for me to show up, "Don't you ever give

Chapter 33Amanda's POVI guess it's obvious that Andrew is crazy, how can he still tell me he loves me after everything I said to him on the phone?Why am I even feeling guilty? I know I don't mean those words but I have to say them on purpose to make sure he stops loving me, I wanted him to hate me at all cost, truly Andrew is a mystery.I took a walk on the lane with my earpiece on, what could I do to make it up to Smith right now, he was still furious at me and I hadn't done anything wrong at all.I stopped for a moment feeling a bit confused about everything, I called Smith again and he refused to answer any of my calls, this was driving me crazy for real, what would I do right now?I called Layla immediately asking her if she cares to hang out and she accepted saying she is bored as well because her husband and son went out for men's shopping so I called at the right time.I returned home immediately to change my outfit and booked a ride to the subway to meet her, I got there be

Chapter 35Amanda's POVI just couldn't accept my husband back, I am guilty of hurting him, yet he came for me, what kind of a man is Andrew? How could he still love me despite everything I did to him? I caused him deep pain and also hurt him with words as well, yet he came for me and also wants me in his life still not accepting the divorce as well.I turned on the bed over and over again, but still couldn't sleep at all. I remembered how he came to the cafeteria to defend me and called me his, he was ready to take down everyone for my sake, do I really deserve this?Gosh, I need to get a drink, I just can't stop thinking about him, maybe if I am intoxicated a bit, I will be to sleep and think about what to do with my life, because I am certain I will not be able to go back to my workplace.They sent me an email that I have been suspended till further notice because of the shameful awareness I brought to the company, I ruined everything and I just need some time to escape from this w

Chapter 37Amanda's POVMy mom reacted so differently that alerted the nurses, they decided to take her to her room thinking she was worse now, I went with them immediately."Mom, it's me your daughter, stop being scared, no one can harm you.”"The enemy is here, don't be deceived.” My mom added and I was really confused, I thought my mom was already improving but with what just happened, it is clear enough my mother is not getting any better at all."Mom, I will check up on you tomorrow so please get better for me and stop being afraid, no one will be able to harm you,” I assured her before she was taken in fully.How did Andrew manage to find me by the way? I was going to kill myself, if he hadn't shown up, I believed by now, I would still be better, it was clear he was following me, coming out of the place I was, Andrew approached me,"Amanda, I...I..”"Enough Andrew, now you know my mom is insane, go on, laugh at me, say all the trash to my face, and give up loving me,” I yelled a