I'm like a blank space in why every moment Piper touched me, wanting me, I could not think straight, kind of losing my sanity to act accordingly. It seemed like my universe turned upside down when I felt her warmth. Since we had sex, I always questioned myself whenever we did it again. Is it just lust? Or there's so much more on the surface. There is no confirmation yet about my feelings for Piper—nagbabase lang ako sa kabog ng dibdib ko sa tuwing malapit siya saken. I still think of EL and miss her every single day and night. She's stuck on my fucking dismantled mind and heart. It's fucked up to be in the middle of two rocks without clearly knowing who my heart truly beats. Nagsimula siyang ibaba ang zipper sa may likuran ko—Nanginginig ang katawan kong tila nag aabang sa bawat gagawin niya sa'ken. "Piper.." Malamyos kong sambit. "Ahmm.. Deena." She continued to lick and suck my cheek, jawline, and collarbone down to my chest. Slowly, Piper's soft lips are groping down my bel

[PIPER ELOIZE CHAPMAN] Hindi ko alam kung saan ako masasaktan. Sa sampal ng katotohanang may mahal pa si Deena o sa salitang hindi niya alam kung mahal niya ako. I was about to chase her, suyuin siya sa naging bad behaviour ko pero natigil ako ng marinig ang seryosong pag uusap nila ni Calli. I wanted to hear everything that I regretted later on. Sa sunod na tanong ni Calli ako muling nabuhay. Parang lumakas bigla ang pandinig ko. "If ever lang. Could you afford to lose Piper?" "Lose her?!" Nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa tila pag iisip ni Deena kung kaya niya bang mawala ako. Hindi ko namalayang tumulo na lang bigla ang luha ko. Ganito ko na ba siya kamahal? Why? How? Nagmadali akong bumalik ng kwarto ng magpaalam ito kay Calli. Nagtulog tulugan ako. Sapo ang dibdib kong sumasakit pa dahil sa mga narinig ko. I never saw her take off that necklace. Now I understand why. And it's fucking hell hurts. So, there's someone she left from the Philippines. I know it's part of her, her

Umuwi na kami ni Dalhia ng medyo tipsy na pero mas madami ata akong nainom sa kanya. "Lara, okay ka lang?" Tanong niya pagkasara ng pinto. Papunta ako ng banyo pero nahinto ako saka humarap sa kanya. "Yeah.. I'm cool.. I-I had fun tonight, Dalhia. T-thanks." Nagdadalawang vision kong tingin sa kanya. Tumango tango ito. Hindi ko alam pero parang may gusto akong gawin. Sobrang lakas nito at kahit anong pangungumbinsi sa utak kong wag, iba ang sinisigaw ng katawan ko. "Fuck.." Mahinang lumabas sa labi ko kasabay ang marahas na paglapit sa kanya. Hinapit ko siya sa mukha hanggang gumagalaw na ang mga labi ko sa labi niya. Ang lambot ng mga to, nakakadala na nagdulot ng mas tumitinding desire. Pakiramdam ko sumabog ang kanina pang bulkan sa sistema ko. "L-lara.. S-stop.." Tama ba ang dinig ko? Pinapatigil niya ko? But I can't stop. My body won't stop. It's too late for that. "I want you, Dalhia.." Bigkas ko sa ilalim ng mga halik na patuloy kong inaalay sa kanya. Saglit lang akon

Bigla na lang ako nitong hinalikan sa noo. That's the first time she did it. "Hmmm.. Now, don't underestimate me, 'kay." Inirapan niya ako. "I didn't. Never.." Ganti ko. Gustong gusto ko ang way ng pag uusap namin. Ngayon lang to nangyari. Talking like a normal couple after sex. "Can I ask you something?" Pagseseryoso ko. "Sure.." Tumikhim pa muna ako bago nagsalita ulit. "Would you mind telling me about the story behind that necklace?" I saw how her eyes flickered as she touched it. A moment of truth seems to come closer. And I felt disoriented when Deena began to shift. "It's fine if you don't want to. I'm not pressuring you. It all depends on you." "No. I think you have the right to know." Her eyes landed on it, staring at her necklace for a while before going back at me and starting to open up. "It's from my ex-girlfriend..." Sandali siyang natahimik. Ako naman habang matyagang nag aantay, hinahanda ko na din ang sarili kong wag masyadong masaktan. "...We last long for fiv

"'Cause maybe you won't agree." May point naman siya pero business is business. And I'm a professional pagdating sa ikakaunlad ng company ni Dad. Napansin ko ang kawalan pa din ng interest ni Claudette ng lumakad ito at dumungaw sa labas ng window."Do you wanna share it?" "How is she?" Alam kong kasing layo ng tingin niya ang ngayong iniisip. "Calli is fine. Nothing has changed. She's still gorgeous, as always. Way hotter, too, than before. Pabalik na siya ng Spain, so before it's too late, see her at my house tonight." Umiling itong lumakad. "I don't think that's a better idea, Piper. You know nothing will alter her mind." "Then leave it. Forget about it. Just show yourself with no expectations.""If you are in my place, what you gonna do?" Sandali naman akong napaisip ng malalim. "Before I would answer that. I want to know, did Calli literally say that she doesn't want to settle with you?" Siya naman ngayon ang napaisip. Kung ako lang hindi ko pipigilan si Deena sa kung anon