[ELIZABETH PATRICIA MEYER] My nightmare got worse when the honeymoon after the wedding proceeded. I don't know anymore what to do. I felt like, I wanted to end my life rather than spend the rest of it with this psycho. We are on our way to the airport, and I want to jump out of the car, but I'm too fragile. "Don't you think this is too much?!" I said, turning to him but then averted my gaze. "What are you crying about, EL? After a wedding, of course, next would be the honeymoon." I hissed at his words. I can't believe this is really happening. He is really out of his mind, completely nuts, insane, crazy. A mad person. Or should I say a beast? "This isn't real, Elton. Why are you doing this? Lara is no longer here to witness all your shits, so stop," Shivering, I pointed up. "I won't accept loss, I shouldn't be the only one to suffer. What do you think of me? Stupid? If I let you go do you think you won't chase her? Look for her. You are the reason kung bakit kami nasira ni Lara.

[PIPER ELOIZE CHAPMAN]After my last talk with Deena, I avoided, seeing her again. I was still in a state that could not believe how this girl thought about me. How dare she! Halos lumabas ang dibdib ko sa frustration. Dapat ata hinayaan ko na lang siya mapahamak sa mga kamay ni Bailey. Pero maisip ko pa lang ang bagay na yun. Ang maangkin siya ni Bailey may kung anong bigat na sa kalooban ko.Babae rin ako. Every innocent girl doesn't deserve that scheme of taking advantage. Those like Bailey should not stay in the world which becomes cruel because of them ruining it. A sigh of despair came out of my mouth. Ayokong lugmukin yung sarili ko kaya naisip kong lumabas kasama si Claudette. "Akala ko hindi ka na magpaparamdam. It does not suit you, Piper." Nagpunta kami sa isang bar. I focus on my drink rather than on her rant. Sanay na sakin si Claudette. She already witnessed and saw every different side of me. From being a hopeless romantic to this shitty shade of me. Since my firs

[PIPER ELOIZE CHAPMAN] Pagdating ko ng office nakita ko agad sa table ko ang unang magazine ng clothing line ng company. The cover was Deena Dy, of course. I made her the brand ambassador. Silly right? I grabbed it and got fixated on it. I thought of Deena. What is she doing to me? She made me do things that I don't usually do. I turn my gaze after settling my handbag, then step closer to the window, glaring at the view with deep thought. Last night wasn't expected. Hindi na ba siya galit? pero una pa lang, bakit nga ba ganun na lang ang galit niya sakin? Tungkol pa din ba yun sa ginawa kong paghalik sa kanya ng unang beses kaming magkrus ng landas? O may mas malalim pang dahilan? I don't know, but deep down, I wanted to learn more about her. Gusto kong mas lalong mapalapit pa sa kanya at gagamitin ko ang pagpapanggap namin. I am hoping na titigil na din talaga si Arriela. She's so persistent na nagiging annoying na. Maya pa ay napalingon ako sa pagtawag sa akin ni Dad. "Dad

[PIPER ELOIZE CHAPMAN] Pabalik ako ng Pad ko at guess who kung sinong kasama ko?! Napapakunot na lang ako ng noo habang nagmamaneho sa tuwing maiisip ko kung bakit nasa tabi ko ngayon si Deena. I just can't believe it. Mukha ba talaga akong magpapakamatay kanina?? Damn! I tried to explain, but she always didn't listen. Pero sandaling lumalim ang pag iisip ko ng maalala ko ang tagpong yun. Deena hugged me like she was so afraid I was gonna jump. She even told me that she couldn't lose me. Why did she say that? Perhaps that's due to the circumstances. Yeah, right. That's all it means, nothing more. When I parked my car in the garage, I was speechless, hopping off, not attending to her. Suit herself, but then I thought of calling Claudette. I halt to bring out my phone. Good thing it's in my pocket. Deena was just beside me. "Yes, Claudette. You heard it right." Claudette sounds disbelieving, thinking I was giving special treatment to Deena for brushing off her schedule for the s

Claudette was right when I talked to Dad. Both of us wanted to find my lost sister. I was right, too. She didn't die. Dad lost her at a park when she was only three years old. According to Dad, my sister has this birthmark on the right side of her back. How am I gonna supposed to find her after all these years that have passed? Despite the unsureness, I still wanna try. Maybe Mom would return to us, and she could love me even a bit. Kung three years old siya nun at 24 na ako ngaun so nasa 27 or 28 na siya ngayon. Ang sarap isipin na may ate ako. Ano pa kaya kung lumaki kaming magkasama pero ang sama namang isipin na kung hindi siya nawala hindi din ako lalabas sa mundong ito. She might loathe me for not getting the life I have now purportedly for her. Going back to my daily life, I'm referring to my work. I remembered the company's upcoming anniversary. 30th celebration of the company. I was thinking, who's gonna be my date—Why is there a need for a party, though? Fortunately,