CHAPTER 91GLENN.Watching her I didn't know what to do or how to react to the entire situation, the question seemed abrupt as I wasn't expecting it yet as my heart beat heavily against my rib cages.At the same time I was feeling a bit of rage coming from the deepest part of my soul, a rage that was filled with the fact that all of this could as well have been avoided..I couldn't think of anything possibly think of anything to savage the situation, there was just one thing I could do and that was to tell her everything… or perhaps lie again.Still divided on what to do, I stared hard at her for a long minute. The box she had pushed into my hands was right there still warm upon it and I was yet to check what was in it.Opening the box and prying in, there it was my ripped clothes from the previous night when I had transitioned."Anna, I don't know what to say ."She looked at me keenly her eyes sparking up with whatever courage must had prompted her to this place.I shut my eyes for

CHAPTER 93GLENNIt was as though a heavy weight had been lifted off my shoulders, and for some reason I loved that fact, at the moment it was left savoring the memories of the discussion we had.For some reason I woke up a smile that morning, and a bit lighter …while I would have left my bed almost immediately every morning I had lain in bed for more minutes after I had woken up listening to my heart beating silently, and the distant clock ticking at the same gentle pace as my soul while letting the cold air seep through my skin until a numbnessspread.All these feelings were from the feeling of acceptance, a part of me felt thrilled that despite my shortcomings she still accepted me for who I was.I was trying to get over the new situation in my head, my heart still felt dazed by the entire situation.If I was still surprised about Anna's acceptance, I was left shocked when I got back from my morning run and saw missed calls from Santiago.It was the first time he was calling ev

CHAPTER 95GLENNA thunder clasped across the sky from where we were, at the first Instance I appeared startled seeing him—Santiago.He appeared wet apparently he had made the long walk to my apartment under the heavy downpour of the rain.With each moment I that crept through us, I felt encaptured by his looks as he was noticably in distress but looked beautiful In it as well.Ever how two contrasting images could be merged into one body, he was definately the description, he fitted right into it just the way he fitted into my soul."I was not expecting you." I spoke calmly as I was in-between just waking up and trying to sort out the feeling from th back of my mind."Am I disturbing?" He queried."Not that, it is just that You keep popping up in places I am not expecting off late."He nod his head In agreement. "Let's just say I can't keep myself away from you off late."If there was anything I would give to him, it was actually the way his words felt soothing. He was swift with it

CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve

CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at