My energy to fight. It made me hollow and without purpose. How? How was that possible?“There was a man. They want to kill the Alpha. Please, you have to listen to me. I have to help him.’’ I shouted and begged, kicking my feet as they dragged me across the floors.“Please let me talk to Weston. He’ll believe me, he’ll hear me.” I begged. “They want to kill the Alpha. Why aren’t you listening to me?’’My words kept falling on deaf ears, and my struggles against them made it feel like I was not putting in much of an effort. It made me hopeless and frustrated.I was led into the throne room, a dark and rather quiet place where only serious stuff happened.All my life, I had only come into this room on two occasions. For one, when I was cleaning. Which would often happen once a week depending on who Mistress Mary put on the shift. And the other times, when we were kids, where Weston would bring I and Trish here, then pretend to be Alpha, seating on the throne and ruling over the subjects

“I said I don't care. get out of here. go wherever you want to go. I am tired. I've always been afraid of you. I am tired of letting you step over me. you are a horrible person but ratio. you didn't come here because you were worried about sarafina. you came because of your giult. you came here to convince yourself that I was a bad guy from the beginning. You know it's not true but you'd rather believe it then live with the Guilt of all that you've done to me. I don't care anymore Patricia . I don't care about your status and I certainly don't care about you are orders.’’“Who do you think you are talking to me like that?’’ she shouted as she started shaking the metal bars. ‘ you don't know what I'll do to you for this disrespect.’’“And what are you going to do Patricia? The worst thing has already happened to me. I have lost the support of the Alpha. I have been accused of a serious crime and no one believes me. I no longer consider myself a pack citizen. It is not my duty to follow

A woman? Alpha Mark’s Beta is a woman? why could I not have investigated this before? why did I have to sleep on that information? why did they wait all the time for things to blow out of proportion. I have been stupid. I am a fool. I have made no efforts in making this better. I have only made everything worse. This is all my fault. the Queen had just left a few minutes ago. Yet I heard you made their frozen. standing on the spot.“ what am I to do with myself now?” I cried out as I slowly stepped back. I had endangered the life of an alpha because of a stupid mistake. I mistake that could now and danger the entire Park. my mind flashes back to that night. when I heard that knock on my door and I came down those stairs. everything had felt so surreal. nothing was out of place. it was just a normal night only that there was a lot of celebration coming from the park Square. and the distance from our house to the park Square was quite large. seeing as our house was just the regular cl

Her silence was the most beautiful thing about this interaction, and I wished she would just get up and go. I wished that I never had to see her again in my entire life. I wish I would have taken the chance and run from the park when the Queen and offered me the opportunity. all of this would never have happened if I chose to start a new life somewhere else. Somewhere with no strings attached. somewhere where the love of my life does not exist. could I survive there? Without him?A piece of paper flew into the cell as Bethany did it towards me. My gaze fell on her and then down at the people of the floor.‘Pick it up.’’ she spoke with a smile. “Don't pick it up alondra.’’ Egwene spoke Loudly from stock and was beginning to wonder whether this woman had eyes through the walls.“What is it?’’ I asked, meeting Bethany's eyes.“An invitation to my mating ceremony.’’ the tone of her voice was filled with happiness and excitement. I could tell she wasn't lying. but I didn't care enough to

“Have you been.. have you.. have you been crying?’’ the words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them. and I understood the implications and the embarrassment of that would cause him to see as he was the alpha. but I was curious and I had no right to be. I had broken his heart. I had him greatly. but isn't this what people do? you talk it through? Would he hear me out? Will he believe me?“Why did you do it Alondra? Answer the question.” “ I didn't do it, Weston. Serafina was already stopped when I…’’ “ I'm not talking about sarafina. I know that you did not kill sarafina. I have known that. I discovered that the second day you were brought here.’’ I look at him meeting his girls. I search his eyes for any signs of deceit but I don't get it. He was telling the truth? Is he being honest?“ I have been locked away in these dungeons for more than 11 days.” I spoke as I tried to breathe. “ all of this time you knew I was innocent?’’ “ I didn't say that. you are a world far away