~ZaneI never thought Nivea would be the girl struggling this much. I had always known her as a strong lady who took care of her family. I never for once thought of how she was coping with all the stress, and to find out that she was self-harming broke me. And my new nemesis didn’t give me breathing space. Trish was everywhere and anywhere. She kept joining us at our table in the cafeteria. My father kept inviting her to have dinner with us. She sometimes ended up staying so late, thereby spending the night in my room and having breakfast with me and Nivea which was so awkward. Linda also loved her. Trish was becoming practically my roommate, which was quite normal when we were a thing but now it was suffocating.I couldn’t even have alone time with Nivea anymore and our relationship was getting more strained as she sometimes saw Trish touch me and stuff and randomly kissing me, catching me off guard. Alth

~NiveaI knew he was hiding something from me but I just didn't know what. I really did want to sort things out with him only to see Trish in his room, just coming out of the shower, her hair wet and all over the place, giving 'I just had mind-blowing sex in the shower' vibes. I haven't even done that with him before. I wanted him to be my first in every sexual experience and sex in the shower was one of them.I didn’t know for sure if they had sex, but I knew they did something sexual in there. So much for ‘Trish is always in my space and I’m not interested in her’. I couldn't believe I was almost pitying him, because of Thomas who was trying his hardest to match them together.Stupid me!It was easier to play dumb, I'd find out the truth sooner or later. I was betting on TrishShe wouldn't keep it in for long, I was giving her a day or two before she spilled. ~~~~~I got ready for the day a

~NiveaMy eyes were staring at the ceiling as he fucked me, the bed shaking and bouncing as my head kept touching the bed headstand. I was bored out of my mind, I couldn't wait for him to get off.His nails dug into my skin and I hissed in pain. He started to go harder, he probably thought I was enjoying it and close because I moaned, not knowing it was in pain and not pleasure. Whatever it took for him to get off me faster.“Oh God,” I faked a moan, “I’m almost there,” I said in a high tone. He loved when I talked like that.“Are you ready for me?” he groaned, squeezing the life out of my boobs.“Yes Daddy," I screamed. He loved it when I called him that.“Fuck,” he groaned and stilled as he spilled inside me. I faked an orgasm, moaning and crying out his name and he collapsed on top of me.“I’m going to miss this, you slut!” he muttered and pushed me away

~NiveaHoneymoon?! God forbid! Another dreadful memory I didn't want to relive was the moment when Thomas forced himself on me and left me crying with my blood everywhere on the sheets.The words he said to me were still stuck in my head, ‘Go wash up, you're stinking up this place,” and he looked at me with disgust and walked out after inflicting the worst kind of pain on me. “It’s actually not Thomas, he has business meetings and deals to close back to back. I'm going with some new friends I made at college and his son,” Nova cocked her eyebrows at me, “I love this new you, going out and having fun,“ she said. But I knew what she meant was, she was happy I was not slaving myself in multiple jobs and was mingling instead. “I’m so jealous right now,” she pouted“Soon, we’ll be able to do all these things together Nova,” I touched her cheeks.My phone began to ring and I checked the time to see I had almost spent an hour there. I answered, “We are ready just waiting for you to be ba

~ZaneI knew I had fucked up and even made things worse by bringing up my father. I couldn't even picture her with Xony, I’d go manic. I didn’t know what to say right then, but I knew sorry won’t fix it. I had planned on telling her what happened but after the trip. I wanted to use this holiday to sort things out with her, which was why I specifically chose the only room on the last floor. No Trish to disturb me. I had been stupid enough to actually go back to Trish for sex and now she thought if we could easily go back to what we were, we could be something more too.“Cats got your tongue now huhn?” Niv glared at me.“I’m outta here,” I couldn't do this right now. “Hand me the keys or open the damn door yourself,”I sighed and brought out the keys. She didn’t even wait for me to go the door, she yanked the keys out of my hand and walked out. I stood there for a while thinking of a possible way to fix us but nothing was coming to me. Heaving a weary sigh, I walked out of the room